Embrace Life by letting go of the bullshit… By being Empowered about the GOOD SHIT …


Always Remember Everything in Life happens for a reason to embrace it because it will teach you things that are very valuable!

My Lesson in Life will always be true to who I am … that is all I can be so take it with a pinch of salt because that is just who I am…Franny xxx

To those that have helped me … I love you and I appreciate you and I have never taken you for granted thank you with all my heart xxx

If teachers could include some of these wonderful tools for our children to learn before they head out to an experience I believe it would be a valuable tool for them.

I wish I knew what the following really meant to me as a spirited young female back in those days that I required further understanding.

When we are young we never think about when we are older so perhaps even with all these tools would we have really listened?

If we just thought a bit more about our loved ones more than we thought about boys, girls, cars, traveling, all these things matter yes, however, imagine if we did learn some of these things… before heading out into the world..of boys, girls, cars, travelling, still I could be wrong.. just reflecting… keep reading 🙂

Here are some that I just started to understand myself:

How wonderful it is to feel what it feels like to be

How easy it is to change and then change yet again

What to expect if I was a new mother and how to live better, raise a child, to give more

I would have loved to know what “True Love”, really felt like, not the hurtful love but, true love is given back without question…

To understand me more with Confidence and to know that I was smart as a child

What it felt like to have a mother that truly loved me without anger, hostility 

To  laugh a little harder and longer, remember what it was like as a child before I needed to alter myself

To care more for others – as I reflect I feel a little sad that I lacked compassion, love, understanding and was more present with others

To not fear that loving feeling of what it is like to give your heart more instead of protecting it from those that could hurt you

I would have been a better mother if I only knew what I didn’t know

To never think I had no other option in life

To feel more worthy of myself and those that I cared about

To be more understanding and to listen and to trust myself without feeling that I lacked in confidence

To be present – how to understand what that really felt like 

To be brave at an earlier age that would have been awesome

To never take people for granted and to thank them for their support most of all (pretty sure I did but, maybe I didn’t enough)

To understand is a valuable lesson our children should have been told about the simple things in life… Love, Trust, Honor, Loyalty, understanding, Appreciation, Caring, Compassion, to be present, a belief in others, what commitment really feels like,  sometimes I feel these “values” so many values I could list!

Things that no-one ever should do to a young person – this is what I know

  1. Curiosity is the spice of life!
  2. Never kill child’s spirit it is the essential part of their true self
  3. Always understand that experience is 101 in this life without it we would never appreciate the sweet with the sour!
  4. Tell your children to tell the truth – never lie about a thing! (it is harder to tell lies as they are made of nothing)

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In reflection this was working in the Hotel, I loved this role and the people I met, worked with I had a ball of fun.

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To feel love and understand it more with respect and the honor it requires sounds weird but, I do wish that I knew more about what this really feels like – to be loved and to love someone without feeling that it isn’t something that is expected (don’t read into this, of course, this was in reflection to being younger)

Remember everything in life is an experience this is made up of the good, the bad and the darn right awful!

However, if you do ever experience the bad and the awful, forgive yourself and let it go!

Life is about living if you do not let it go… then your life will be limited… so Live it with an understanding that life is and will always be.. sometimes good, sometimes amazing, most times just awesome… and there are times that you could do without… let those go and embrace the good shit!!!

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Random shit


I do this every Tuesday…

1. Which do you make more of phone calls or text messages?

2. Before making a phone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?

3. Name three things you and your partner appear to have in common.

4. Name three things about which you and your partner completely disagree and often causes arguments.

5. 74 percent of couples bought a brand new mattress when they began their relationship. As you embark on a serious relationship would you request your significant other buys a new mattress or would you buy a new mattress if the s.o? asked you to do so?

Bonus: If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about your future, what would you want to know?

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ANSWERS:

1. Which do you make more of phone calls or text messages?

Well, I come from that era of phone calls however, I have also succumbed to the popular demand of text messages.. so texts yes

2. Before making a phone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?

Never, If I use the phone and use it for good and not evil then, of course, it me it is like riding a bike you fall off it yup by sending stupid text messages that you would NEVER say in REAL life.. well at least get away with it… right, oh dear me

3. Name three things you and your partner appear to have in common.

Well, a lot actually, here goes, our temperament is the same… we both go hammer and tongs, however, I am always the one that needs to stop first so I do give it my best… I am not saying it’s a good idea… NOPE, not saying that at ALL….. 

What else… similar humor but I am funnier…. he won’t agree… so that is okay because I am funnier than he is…. 🙂

We love to socialize and cook together… we haven’t done that in a while, so yeah, we also love to dance, laugh, tease each other, many things….. however, I at times need to stop being a pain in the ASS

4. Name three things about which you and your partner completely disagree and often causes arguments.

So, this may sound weird it all depends on our temperament we tend to disagree with agreeing… he thinks he is right… I think I am…. we are beautiful at debating on pretty much anything and everything…. anything to get out of it… and everything because well, we both can… ANNOYING AS HELL

5. 74 percent of couples bought a brand new mattress when they began their relationship. As you embark on a serious relationship would you request your significant other buys a new mattress or would you buy a new mattress if the s.o? asked you to do so?

When we need one like now….now and now….. we both know it.. no hassle with us both saying the mattress is shit!!!  (like now hehe)

Bonus: If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about your future, what would you want to know?

Well, nothing really, lotto maybe, an easy life going forward due to money but, with us as a couple well, we never seem to worry about stuff like that!!!

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Before you divorce your wife.. remember these things before you do…


Please watch this video before you EVER think about divorce, when you leave someone you better make sure you have done your hardest to keep her.

When you promise someone what you stated, in the beginning, you better make sure you’re doing this before you do let go!

Letting go of someone isn’t ever easy it is the hardest and it should feel in your heart and soul something like someone dragged your heart out stomped on it and that you did your best to keep the women you promised to love, have children with and also damn well, show her that your body and soul will worship this woman for sacrificing all for you, your children and what she puts into any relationship!!

Nothing is ever done unless you discuss things with her….. sex, life, love, compassion, you have NO right to demand, take, ignore, humiliate, laugh at her for at least trying to do something to show you how much she loves you.

If she doesn’t then .. it means you never tried enough!!!

Men’s Health is Important…& I will tell you why!!


Dear ladies,

I was chatting to my sister-in-law Katie, about “Men’s Health”, yesterday in fact we believe that there isn’t enough about our “Silent Suffers our Men” who work so hard and never complain about how they feel.

I believe they have a right just like us women and our dear children and our men that go to work every day, love us every day, complain very little every day have a right to feel, talk, cry, sob on our shoulders every day if they want.

I don’t believe there is enough for our Silent beautiful soul mates, who love us unconditionally, with their whole hearts and souls like my husband and your husbands and their best friends and their fathers and their father’s fathers.. you get my drift.

So, why should they suffer silently, without a whimper, without a cry or any type of complaint!

Anger, hostility and any outburst say it loudly remember they only have that pattern as being a man when they do say anything… sometimes it isn’t all about the rage it could be about their internal feeling of what they can’t say…

So, let’s be different and allow them their say, allow them a shoulder and allow them to be them without hurting themselves, without silently hindered, without killing themselves alone, without them harming themselves…

Not, really fair right?

This movie is about all of us who lost, loved, felt something for someone, knew someone that we loved remember grief will come from your subconcious that only knows what it knows..until you show it something new… Love them trust me they love us.. so if we don’t give we will loose apart of ourselves… it’s our human right as a female and as a man to hold each other… love each other and be their for each other.. the movie is brutal, horrifying, and unrealistic right, or am I?

Children, can even work it out…some movies are what they are made for…making your mind think better and then making your heart open to another dimention..think about it…unrealistic movie yes, indeed how else do we understand…???

This movie is about, grief, pain, suffering, listen to the music, stop and listen carefully to the words they use, its a movie but, it is more than that it is your mothers, that lost their sons and daughters, its your sister its your children its your husbands… listen to the words turn your back away for one moment and listen carefully to the words this movie is tell you something… “Listen please, just Listen”

So, remind your partners tonight when they are home after they have had dinner and go up to them and say, I love you.

Please tell me if you need a shoulder to cry on, a place to say what is wrong, and let me help you get help too (they will laugh, they will get annoyed but, say it to them anyway… so pace yourself and not go to anger when they do get annoyed.. say it anyway everyday….)

My husband did Movember they raised within a group of 25 over $25,000 within that month for a fellow father who lost his son from suicide and that to me was an effort that was amazing bless them for being our partners, friends, fathers, brothers and even boyfriends… bless them everyday for their efforts because without them we couldnt exisit

Love 3Wishes xxx

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For anyone wanting further information please go to the below link for men

https://au.movember.com/mens-health/mental-health

Jimmy Barnes – listen to his story what a legend!! oldskool if he can say it, loudly like he loves to do… then so can any male on this Earth… good effort Jimmy, you’re a true legend

Sometimes when we don’t know something we don’t know it and that is okay, so make sure they know that they do have a choice, they have a right as a human being and as a partner, soulmate, friend, grandfather, brother, cousin, we all have a right to live and be loved… so love them, tell them, show them it is okay to show their emotions, it is okay to cry, sob, scream and tell us that they are hurting.. tell them that they are worth it…… because it could save them … just a thought ladies… they hurt just as much as we hurt… “Remember that okay, much love xx”

What have I learned so far…


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I have learned many things on my journey about myself, others that I care about and those that I won’t ever think about again!

And, to those that will always be in my life, I want to say this… “I Thank you, I love you and let’s get this party started and live life better x”

These are the things I have learned so far:

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  • She Remembered who she was and the game changed
  • I have learned that holding on will hurt your life going forward.
  • I have learned that I love with my whole heart and soul
  • Sometimes alone time is a good time
  • Silence in others is the best medicine to understand those that are always there are best to be silent so those that can learn better about themselves ps thank you x
  • Listening isn’t that hard!!!
  • One thing I know is I will try hard or go home – the end!
  • Change can and will always happen within an instant!!!
  • Patience will always be a virtue however, that must have been the hardest one to learn, go figure!
  • Spare hands are actually handy
  • Always look both ways before crossing the road you never know what may drop down above you (that was a joke or was it?)
  • Everything goes in three’s (joking and not really oh, never mind)
  • My jokes are better than my husbands he, he, he,
  • My husband has the best hands EVER!!!
  • My husband if he reads this will say, why is it that I am always last? keep reading Grizel guts!
  • Having NO Expectations is pretty cool!
  • I don’t have to like everything everyone else likes, because I don’t
  • I did indeed love another more than I had previously thought (that will keep people guessing)
  • Allowing myself to be happier by loving my soul
  • It is beautiful to discover that what I feel is exactly how I am!
  • Living out of the box is always such a wonderful thing and others should try it… I love to re-invent myself and take others with me in the meantime…
  • Yelling isn’t the best policy 🙂
  • Remember that letting go isn’t always a bad thing it actually teaches you something about yourself… think about it beautiful boy! (message to my son)
  • If I didn’t do what I did then you wouldn’t be where you are right now to be proud of yourself and never think that you are not worth it because you are (Jordan)
  • Acknowledging the pain that did hurt me is now gone
  • Smiling is the best medicine 🙂
  • Drugs aren’t and will never lead me into the abyss again! (clean)
  • Allowing others to love me and me to love them
  • Finding out I am not all that bad and actually, I am a pretty nice person to be around
  • Don’t put up with any shit! (he, he, he)
  • There is no such word as “Perfect”!
  • Finding out I am quite smart and using it to help others is something that has always been with me like forever!
  • Always remember that the best is yet to come!!!!!  And will always be the last thing to learn to read please…. oh and I may add to this list so come back over and over…
  • Loving my partner and accepting his love is a beautiful thing so don’t fuck it up!
  • If things are not right … then make a decision and do what is right!
  • Life is pretty short so do your best and enjoy the ride
  • If you do what you always done, you get what you’ve always gotten!

And, I am sure as time goes by I will learn more with a better, calmer, and loving mind and life IS going to be exciting, loving, fun and whatever life has in store well, Bring it on I am ready for it!!!!!!

And remember to love, laugh your ass off and always have bloody fun while doing it!!!

love Franny xxx

Ps… Life is difficult as you wish to make it… mine has been and it wont be going forward, I know one thing about myself is that too often we tend to allow too much and never seem to get it… I am a little different as I have not known what love really is the reason is many things … I am trying and doing the best I can do in this simple but, yet difficult life we are given.

So, If I ever end up doing something that I really don’t feel like doing but, know deep down I might then the reason is I did my best and gave it my all…

In saying this, I do no recomend you to do as I say… more that you listen and understand why I do these things… sounds silly however, this is all I have ever known myself to do… I just want to be happy just like everyone else… and that is a fact jack!!!

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My Favorite Movie for Christmas, So, what is yours?


I have to say every Christmas I cannot help myself this Movie “Love Actually”, is one of the only favorites that I love to play and now…. which I had no idea ABOUT there is a 2nd movie oh my god, oh my god, I am going to find you and hunt you down….

Oh, I could not find the other sequel Boo Hoo…

 

 

A search engine on NETFLIX here I come, baby!!!

 

 

 

Here is “The Greatest”- “Pick-up-line”


Now, I am not sure if any other girls get this type of message in their “inbox” like I did today…. so here it is.. I must say though NOT BAD!!!!

It’s from Shannon
“Hey there 🙂 I have an unusual request for a man who wants to be a little adventurous. I have an Kama Sutra book that I forgot I had and I figured, “hey, I wonder if I can find someone who would like to practice the different positions until we’ve used them all up”. Let me know if that sounds interesting to you. Hope you can keep up :)”

I have not yet responded, hate to tell him that I am married, however, that is the best line ever… well done!!

It does sound rather worded so it prolly been sent to many thousands of users on dating sites.. not sure I am part of that group?

Go Figure,

Still impressed!

Candii xx

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Are Women or Men Better at Remembering things?


So, let’s see Women and men:

  • two halves of the human organism who come together in love, passion, harmony, complementarity, and unending competition.

It says a lot about our respective psyches that a book such as Men is from Mars, Women are from Venus became a bestseller.

Both sexes love the fact that we are different (vive la différence!) and based on that there is a (mostly) friendly rivalry.e4b3ca43c9f1052de5d55e57c1e046dc--mona-lisa-funny-monna-lisa

Enter to that rivalry a new study which sought to establish who has the better memory:

  • women or men?

We already know that around 75 percent of older adults report memory related problems.

In addition to aging in general, women report “brain fog” during menopause, but, overall, who has the better memory when it comes to middle age?

  • To study this, researchers gathered 212 men and women aged 45 to 55.
  • The subjects were given tests to assess episodic memory (autobiographical who, what, when, where, why knowledge that is the collection of past personal experiences that occurred at a particular time and place).
  • Executive function (the mental processes that enable you to plan, focus attention, remember instructions and juggle multiple tasks successfully), semantic processing (encoding the meaning of a word and relating it to similar words with similar meaning) and verbal intelligence (the ability to analyze information and solve problems using language-based reasoning).

The results showed … drum roll … that women outperformed age-matched men on all memory measures.

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This is true even though premenopausal and perimenopausal women outperformed postmenopausal women in many key memory areas.

Looks like one that can be chalked up for women but, never minds, the men will forget it soon anyway.

Personally, I am better than my husband in so many ways memory, better looking (joking), funnier, taller (no I’m not!) smarter (hang on a momento), anyway, what was this post about again? I forgot! Doh!!!  he,he,he, (see I am funnier) 

CANDII, Sexy Moosic…Friday some with captions… have a read..


Women do it very well, Just saying…….. I will be adding to this as I like the music.. each week I will put a set on but, always keep checking back as I will add a few.. as the afternoon, the evening goes….. ENJOY X

Witches choreography – Ciara – Paint it black 

 

LANA DEL REY – LOLITA (MUSIC VIDEO)

Lana Del Rey, one of the best women artists shes just sexy with her music love her..

 

This one is a bit on the RISKY SIDE of life but, quite erotically different!!!! A girl entering womanhood is the most intoxicating time..why?

Because I remember me… naughty girl Mumma Mia….. the Memories of life go figure! He is a little old for this part but, as I have not seen it entirely I will let you know if I approve…

 

 

Hot sex with this beauty

 

You leaped from crumbling bridges watching cityscapes turn to dust
Filming helicopters crashing in the ocean from way above
Got the music in your baby, tell me why
Got the music in your baby, tell me why
You’ve been locked in here forever and you just can’t say goodbye
Kisses on the foreheads of the lovers wrapped in your arms
You’ve been hiding them in hollowed out pianos left in the dark
Got the music in your baby, tell me why
Got the music in your baby, tell me why
You’ve been locked in here forever and you just can’t say goodbye
Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
Your lips, my lips, apocalypse
Go and sneak us through the rivers flood is rising up on your knees, oh please
Come out and haunt me, I know you want me
Come out and haunt me
Sharing all… Sharing is Caring they say….. go figure!!

 

BLOW – Fall In Deep (Official Music Video)

 

Kygo – This Town ft. Sasha Sloan – (Music Video) – Lyrics

 

Coldplay – Ink (Tradução) ♫

I miss utes the best cars in those days I loved them sitting in the back with my friends mostly boys…. laughing, poking, joking, laughing, standing up and being an absolute dude… Dad in the front seat smoking a cigarette laughing at us…

Hay stacked high… loved it..

 

My god, how hot is this music.. great to fuck too… sorry it just is…. it got that lusty, gratey slow fucking beautiful music… enjoy!!!

Cigarettes After Sex – K [Lyrics]

 

Alan Walker – Spectre (Unofficial Videos)

Interestingly familiar… we all had that boy that was a little too tough to admit he liked you or perhaps a little too proud, however, he always seemed to end up telling us, girls… just how he felt… melts your heart because you end up falling for that kind of guy that you secretly adore because there is always so many levels… such a sucker for that bit…

oh well, enjoy!!!

Watch the end very cute…indeed it is..awwww

 

Very odd…. amusing … not sure if I want to watch this again however adding….

 

 

Reminds me of the 80’s something I would have done in those days easily even wearing short shorts but, yup definitely a winner… LARA, where are you when I need to go back in time……..???

Oh, well, enjoy!!!

Chet Faker – Gold (Official Music Video)

Laughter is my thing!


How laughter affects a couple’s relationship I Love to Laugh, giggle, have a bit of fun with my witty humor…

However, sometimes my humor isn’t so witty, shhhhhhhhh,  don’t tell anyone I said, that.. so rude even I am coming up with silly, ridiculous, shundeded oh never mind… read on…

How do you relate to laughter?

Some people are afraid of being laughed at and negatively associated with it, while others may provoke laughter towards them, seeing it as a sign of appreciation.

The third variable describing a person’s relationship with laughter is when they enjoy laughing at others.

Research has shown that people look for a romantic partner with a sense of humor, but how does laughter across these three variables affect relationship satisfaction?

The researchers found that being laughed at has positive effects, especially in women, who tended to be satisfied with their relationship and felt attracted to their partner.

Psychologists from Martin Luther University conducted a study that involved 154 heterosexual couples.

The participants separately answered questions about their relationship in an online interview.

They were asked questions about their relationship satisfaction — whether they argued often and how satisfied they were with their sex life.

The researchers also asked if participants like to laugh at others and how they handled being laughed at.

The researchers found that being laughed at has positive effects, especially in women, who tended to be satisfied with their relationship and felt attracted to their partner.

They and their partners were found to be equally satisfied with their sex life, too.

Being laughed at was also negatively associated with relationship satisfaction for people who fear being laughed at.

These individuals are less content in their relationships and tend to mistrust their partner.

This also affected their partners — men particularly did not feel satisfied with their sex life if their partner was afraid of being laughed at.

The researchers did not find any association between relationship satisfaction and people who liked to ridicule others.

However, such couples tend to argue often.

How you handle laughter is just one indicator of the nature of your relationship, according to the psychologists.

There are various other factors that contribute to a successful and happy relationship.

But having an insight into how partners handle being laughed at can be useful for couples therapy and relationship counseling.

Being Gay And Married


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Owing to the fact that many people try and repress their sexuality, they will conform to social, familial and religious pressures and decide to get married.

Though it is important to note that not all religions have strong stances on homosexuality.

Taoism, for example,

  • does not have a single school of thought when it comes to homosexuality and is simply merely discouraged.
  • In any event, people might conform to the popular belief that it’s not accepted and continue on a heterosexual lifestyle.
  • They might do this in the hope that their homosexual feelings will go away, or they might find themselves in a deep state of denial, or they simply might feel that their feelings are nothing but a phase and representative of the feeling of ‘cold feet’ of getting married.
  • Many mature gay men have stated that the reason that they got married was that they’d hoped that the feelings would go away, they loved their wives, they considered their wives their best friends and soul mates but rather than happiness and bliss for their lifetime together, all they would feel was an overwhelming sense of infidelity and deceit as they discovered that the feelings wouldn’t go away.
  • They might try marriage counselling or some form of couples counselling, but inevitably it’s not going to work.

 

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Coming Out To Your Wife Can Be Devastating

 

Often they can hide and repress this for years, the distractions of life, and growing older play a great part in a person’s ability to ignore what’s underneath as they traverse life, climb the social/work ladder, buy a house, plan for a family and so on and so forth.

One of the worst aspects of being both married and gay is the understanding that the moment that you come out, that there is potentially going to be a lot of hurt, pain and anger from his wife.

This can be devastating and cause chaos in people’s lives and is probably one of the most challenging aspects of coming out when you’re older.

Especially since he might love his wife, considers her his best friend and feels that coming out will ultimately hurt her.

For some, they simply cannot take this and will either resort to drastic measures or simply engage in infidelity until they get caught out.

 

2. Parenthood:-

Through trying to repress one’s sexuality, they might decide to get married. From there, they might end up being parents.

Becoming a parent also serves as a distraction-like tool in the repression of sexuality and some might see the prospect of having children to be worth it in staying in the closet because it provides them with opportunities that they may not have been able to have as a gay male.

Today, however, there are many options for queer people to fulfil their dreams of becoming parents, and these technologies were simply not available 30 years ago. Other people feel that being a parent is more important than their sexuality, as they fear that any decision to come out after having children, could negatively impact them.

As such, there are a lot of people who acknowledge being gay early on in their marriage but who have already had children, they decide to repress their sexuality until their children are old enough to understand.

To some people, the idea of providing a loving and nurturing environment for their children is a far more important endeavour.

 

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3. The idea of Lost Youth:-

Being young is about making mistakes, it’s about embarking on life with the training wheels firmly attached and it is a state of learning and growing.

What about the idea though, that you start off life in the development of a particular lifestyle, only to discover that that’s not for you?

  • You essentially, in part have to start again.
  • This is a common train of thought for older people who have come out later in life and they might get the impression that they have to go out into the world and make up for lost time.
  • Unfortunately, there’s no way to make up for lost time, what’s past has already passed. Mature Gay Adults who have only recently come out, however, will often find themselves behaving and acting like the teen they never got to be in an effort to make up for lost time.
  • It’s almost considered to be in the same vein as having a mid-life crisis – even the most placid and calm of people might suddenly turn into a raging teen at the candy store lusting and drooling after all the new things in the world that they can experience. It’s tricky.
  • Others might feel such a sense of shame and inadequacy that it makes them vulnerable to forms of abuse, and they may be plagued with unhappiness regarding the sense that they’re supposed to be an adult, and all of a sudden they’re a child in a world that they didn’t know much about. In either circumstance, however, there is cause for concern.
  • Not only in forms of abuse either from being sexually assaulted or financial as a result of this vulnerability, and in young people potentially seeking a sugar daddy where the older gay male is looking for love, but also in the sense that sex and dating conquests may not necessarily equate to a healthy sexual lifestyle.

 

4. Family Acceptance:-

One of the most important things that people yearn for when they decide to come out of the closet, is that it won’t adversely affect their relationship with their family.

It’s a fundamental need and desire to be loved and accepted by your family.

When people start coming out in their 30’s, 40’s or even beyond there are some families which will struggle with this new found status.

Some members of the family might be unable to accept the sudden change, in the sense that who you’ve been for the majority of your life has now suddenly changed.

They may not be able to transcend past the idea of how they remember or know who their child, brother, sister, the nephew was.

There’s really no way in telling if the experience is going to be a positive or negative experience.

Especially when some people support the idea of being gay, and they can’t get past the feeling that they had been deceived the majority of your life in regards to the gay person.

5. Family acceptance 

  • will also extend to the in-laws. It is highly unlikely that a young gay male will be married in his teens, and as such, will never have to deal with the prospect of telling his in-laws about his sexuality.
  • People in their 30’s and beyond may have found themselves married, and have acquired a set of in-laws through their partner. Gay people who come out later in life might have to deal with telling the in-laws about their sexuality.
  • Though, in some respects, it should be very much considered to be similar to a divorce – whereby the in-laws will either accept you’re coming out, will struggle to remain civil and polite, or they might even be glad to see the back of you.
  • Having grandchildren involved in this situation is certainly going to complicate things and realistically you should speak to your partner privately first, and have a discussion about the in-laws.

 

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6. Youth Vs Truth:-

This one is partly driven by the shallowness of the queer community and the ideals associated with beauty.

Whereas many people subscribe to the idea that you’re only as old as you feel, it can be quite apparent when someone is desperately trying to cling onto their youth by either wearing inappropriate clothes or embarking on a lifestyle that isn’t representative of their age.

Common problems with coming out later in life circle around an individual’s insecurities – they feel that they’re well beyond the age of getting into the gay scene, or that they’re not in good enough shape to be taken seriously.

From here, one of two things will generally happen. You will go into over-drive and desperately seek to become the most ideal and often stereotypical gay man that you could be.

Or, you might find yourself in a pit of despair and feel that you’re just never going to be good enough and settle for a relationship, or a particular circumstance that is far less than what you deserve.

Neither of these scenarios is the healthiest.

The healthiest approach that one can take is simply let loose, be yourself and try to find your way on your own with the knowledge that there are countless others who are in exactly the same position that you are.

 

7. Baggage:-

This is one of the tougher ones and can really hit a person where it hurts. When you’ve been married and you’ve got kids, there are many people out there who will consider you to be a person that’s carrying too much baggage.

However, it’s a similar situation to when going through a standard divorce, with the only difference is that you’re now dealing with a lot of issues and thoughts regarding your own sexuality and invariably it’s a lot of stuff happening at once.

If you hear this said to you, it’s going to hurt. But just find comfort and solace in the idea that it’s certainly not an isolated occurrence and that you’re but one in a pool of people trying to find their way.

Just like older people going through a divorce, you may find comfort in the idea of not necessarily embarking on looking for a relationship with someone that doesn’t have a baggage of their own but rather looking for someone that also wants to be serious and might be coming with their own baggage.

 

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8. Training Wheels:-

You’ve spent the last x amount of years subscribing to a particular lifestyle, and now you have to change that. Sex is going to be a major component of that, and it can be quite emasculating to discover that you’re considered to be absolutely clueless around sex.

You’re not alone, there’s no manual on having sex or gay relationships, and chances are that when you’re looking for someone else that’s also single they haven’t managed to understand the idea of relationships either!

 

9. Love:-

Mature people will often feel that they can’t be loved. They’re often in an already vulnerable state having to deal with all of the above problems, and rather than playing the field and determining who they are attracted to, they’ll often find comfort in the idea of settling down with the first person that shows any interest in them.

Monogamous relationships form their primary focus and whilst there’s no harm in this – if you’re specifically looking to form a monogamous relationship then there’s a chance that it can actually stop you from getting into a relationship. The best advice in this regard, play the field.

 

10. Life Stressors:-

This is often the most difficult, and can directly impact all of the previous issues when it comes to coming out when you’re older.

The fact is, that there might simply be too much going on at once. You might be dealing with a divorce, you might be dealing and trying to do the best for your kids, you might be trying to find a new place to live, and you might also be trying to work out the intricacies of gay life, sex and relationships.

That can be a lot of pressure and stress all at once.

Take a step back, breathe and deal with the things as they come. You might not have all the experience of a gay male, but you have a variety of different experiences and challenges that you have overcome just to make it to this point in your life and, surely, that’s worth something.

 

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I myself am a late bloomer. I am now happier through coming out. I have written these challenges both as a result of what I myself have experienced, and what others in my support network have experienced.

Coming out is not easy at whatever stage of life that you’re in and I absolutely subscribe to the words of Comedian Todd Glass when he states that “everyone comes out at exactly the same time…when they’re ready.”

I first had an idea that I was gay in my late teens, and this was during the start of the HIV Epidemic.

I didn’t stay closeted for fear of the HIV scare, I attempted to embark on a lifestyle of heterosexual living because I felt guilty, because of fear, and due to a need to please others, like my family.

I don’t believe or view that decision as a mistake, from that choice I feel I was gifted with a beautiful and wonderful relationship with an amazing and patient woman, who gave me two daughters who I love to the ends of the world and who have certainly made my life worth living.

My family have been able to provide me with the strength that I needed to develop the emotional maturity that would later form the foundations of my confidence and acceptance.

Despite coming out when I was older, I have since found myself, I am now true to myself and I could never ask for anything more.

Men do NOT Get Married if you suffer from any of these :)


Now that the year is almost over and you must have already thought about what you want to do with your love life next year.

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If you can find a good man at the start of the year, then congratulations as you are on your way of settling down… hopefully!

However, finding Mr. Right is just like looking for a needle in the haystack but this does not mean that you have to settle for just about anyone else that comes your way.

The thing is that you don’t have to be alone but you also don’t need to wait too long for Mr. Right. What you need to do is to know who else to avoid. Thus, this article will discuss the different men you should not marry.

#1 – Mr. “I am not ready for a serious relationship”:

  • A guy who dates a lot and tries to avoid the relationship from developing further is not the right type of man for you.
  • This guy provides a lot of excuses why he cannot be ready to have a serious relationship with you and eventually he will dump you if he feels too much pressure within your superficial relationship.
  • If you happen to date this guy, read the warning signs and try to get loose from the relationship because he is never really serious in taking the relationship to another level.

#2 – Mr. “I still have a hang up on my ex”: 

  • Guys always use their exes to get the sympathy of women whom they are interested in.
  • But if he always talks about her and compares you to her, then he is not worth it. Why he isn’t Mr. Right?
  • The answer is simple really.
  • He is a type of guy who cannot commit to you because he is so busy thinking about his ex.
  • He simply does not have any more room in his mind to think about you.

#3 – Mr. “I deserve more”: 

  • Now men who won’t marry you are those who like you but is still wondering if he deserves more than you.
  • This is a type of guy who believes that there is a better version of yourself somewhere in the universe.
  • The thing is that you don’t want to be with a guy who thinks that you are not good enough for him. Deflate his ego and then move on.

#4 – Mr. “I like to hang around with hip and cool young people”: 

  • In some way or the other, we know a guy who still likes to hang around with young people even if he is 15 years their senior.
  • There is nothing wrong with a CEO wanting to hang around with his employees and thinking that he is cool and hip.
  • The reason why he isn’t Mr. Right because he has all the tell-tale signs that he will become an irresponsible husband and father because he is not over his youth yet.

#5 – Mr. “I am still figuring out my career”: 

  •  If the guy you are seeing is already in his forties and is experiencing a midlife work crisis, then he is not worth marrying.
  • You have to understand the male psyche such that men need to be settled into their careers before they decide to settle down.
  • They have to protect their pride and having a relationship is a huge setback to achieving their goals.

#6 – Mr. “I am 50 and has never been married”:

  • Just because you are dating an older man in his fifties does not mean that you should marry him.
  • If he has never been married then it means that he has dated hundreds or even thousands of women but never felt any special connection with them.
  • Now that he is dating you, how sure are you that he loves you enough to marry you or you are just a passing fancy to him?
  • Moreover, this kind of lifestyle might have already been ingrained to his core that it might make it difficult for him to adjust to another level of your relationship.

men who won't marry you#7 – Mr. “I don’t believe in monogamy”:

  • Men who don’t want to marry you do not believe in monogamy.
  • They think that he has the role in the world to make every woman happy.
  • Well, this is just a pathetic excuse to cheat on you.
  • The thing is that are you willing to marry a man who made his intentions clear that he isn’t marrying you?

#8 – Mr. “The world revolves around me”: 

  • Men with narcissistic and bloated egos always think about themselves.
  • You don’t really want to marry such a guy because it will hard for him to share his life with you or even discuss things that are not totally about himself.
  • Moreover, he will be totally engrossed about himself that he won’t have any time thinking about you.

#9 – Mr. “My kids are the only ones I care about”: 

  • If you are dating a single father, then this can be tricky especially if he is so devoted to his children.
  • Of course, it is so endearing for you to know that the guy you are dating with is a doting and responsible father.
  • However, you eventually realize that he only has room for his children.
  • If you are going to marry this guy, you won’t have any place in his life other than a helping hand to raise his kids.
  • Remember that marriage also involves romantic love too aside from raising a family.

#10 – Mr. “I find dating other women less exciting”: 

  • A guy who finds dating women less exciting has a real problem with commitments. In fact, it will cause you to wonder why he still continues to date other women if they mean nothing to him.
  • The answer is that he is a commitment-phobe.
  • He is someone who is so afraid of commitments that he tries to hide the fact to other people.

Determining that he is not the right type of man for you is very important so that you don’t make any mistakes in deciding that you are indeed dating Mr. Right.

 

Boys World Fridays…


Here is something new for MEN… each Friday I will find for you the best coaching segments that most men don’t have time for…so, here is today’s new segment called “Boys World Fridays”

How to Talk to any Girl and Win!!!

Now, this isn’t for the faint-hearted and let me tell you what a Studmuffin this guy is and he advises is substandard to most people..right!! NOT!!

However, moving along if you must boys, men, grand-daddies, have a listen to this man that will teach you the women whispering …. I tell you NOT!!

 

Or click the below link to this other doosh who thinks this will help you blokes..

Click the below link its amazing…!!!!

https://www.resparktheromance.com/men/index.php

Or even try the LOVE METER by clicking the below link..

https://www.datingclass.com/love-meter/

Good Luck,

A word to the wise, try talking to her either over the telephone or perhaps in front of her you might be surprised that body language and real-time is good times…

But, if you don’t like my suggestion then do what the above goofs say to do…

Enjoy,

 

Candii xxx

 

Seductive Power of the Oxytocin


 

It’s critically important to physically touch a woman early on in a seduction, sometimes referred to as “kino”.

Here’s the scientific explanation of how and why it works.

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Touching a woman causes her body to release a powerful sex hormone called oxytocin.

Oxytocin increases a woman’s testosterone levels, the hormone responsible for her sex drive.

Oxytocin also causes her to feel a bonding with you and to feel good around you.

Even for a woman who “never feels like sex” and acts cold, a few touches can make her horny for sex.

It doesn’t matter where or how much you touch her – even a small touch on the arm is enough to release oxytocin hormones into her body and warm her up to you.

What’s more, oxytocin gives her the desire to be touched, even more, producing yet even more oxytocin – a reinforcing cycle of sex hormone escalation.

One other thing… this oxytocin touch response is MUCH more powerful for women than for men.

Oxytocin requires estrogen to work.

Without estrogen, it has no effect. And women have much more estrogen in their bodies than men.

Ever notice how a woman you never noticed before touched you on the hand or shoulder and suddenly you started to think differently about her – in a sexual way?

  • Well, in women the effect is 10 times stronger!
  • Don’t underestimate how one or two well-placed touches can make her start thinking about you or even get her wet between the legs.

Okay, here is how to use this powerful scientific knowledge to get laid.

First, be the kind of guy who is comfortable touching women from the moment you meet them. Be a physical kind of person.

Act as if touching a woman is a normal thing you do all the time and women will accept that. (If you start touching a woman all of a sudden after a few weeks, it will seem weird to her, so start from the very first time you meet her.)

Begin with small touches on the hands and arms to make her oxytocin hormones kick in. As you progress, play footsies with her under a table.

Take her hand when you walk together (don’t ask, just take it). Tell her to sit on your lap and stroke her thighs (again, don’t ask just do).

The more you touch her in a playful take-charge way, the more she’ll want more touches and then even more.

By the time you’re touching her nipples through her shirt, the oxytocin hormones will be raging, shooting her testosterone-driven sex drive into the stratosphere.

Also, never ask a woman “Can I touch you?” It’s creepy. Don’t ask. Women like men of action, assuming you have some form of rapport with her.

Now here’s what you do with women who consider you to be “just a friend”. Let me tell you a quick story.

One woman I knew considered me “just a friend” and whatever I said to her didn’t seem to work.

Knowing the scientific certainty of her oxytocin response, I began to work my spell. At first, I touched her innocently on her arms and hands.

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Soon I got more playful with her and would grab her by the waist and playfully wrestle her to the floor when she was being a brat.

No resistance.

She kept telling me she only wanted to be friends, but her body was beginning to tell me another story.

She invited me over to a sleepover with some of her other friends. I took the initiative and lay next to her in bed and neutralized any objection by telling her how much “I liked being friends” with her.

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I then proceeded to playfully tickle her.

All the touching made her oxytocin and testosterone levels flood her body… and she was getting horny under the covers despite herself.

Pretty soon she was calling ME… and now that we’ve done the deed, her bonding feelings for me caused by the oxytocin are firmly entrenched.

That’s the flip side of the oxytocin response – once she’s got her, your only problem will be keeping her at arm’s length!

Now get out there and put those hands to work.

 

How Not Talking About Conflict Could Help a Marriage Last


It’s a familiar mantra that marriage counselors rely upon in advising their couples — talk about conflicts and try to resolve them, rather than letting suppressed feelings fester until they poison a relationship beyond repair. But is that such good advice?

Most spouses are familiar with what marriage experts call the demand-withdraw cycle — one spouse blames or pressures his partner for some kind of change and the partner avoids the discussion, either by changing or distracting attention from the subject (avoiding) or by leaving the room or refusing to talk (withdrawing).

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Withdrawal is similar to stonewalling, a term coined by veteran marriage researcher John Gottman, co-founder of the Gottman Institute.

This dynamic can become unhealthy cancer in a relationship that only tends to grow and further separate spouses from communicating. Along with criticizing someone, reacting defensively to statements and showing contempt, stonewalling is one of Gottman’s Four Horseman of the Apocalypse that sends couples galloping toward divorce.

But a new study suggests that the avoidance part of the pattern may not be as damaging as counselors once thought — at least not for long-married couples over age 60. The study, led by San Francisco State University psychologist Sarah Holley, followed 127 couples for 13 years, one group ages 40 to 50 and one group of long-married couples, ages 60 to 70. At three points over that time, she videotaped them discussing an area of conflict. Over that period, all of the relationship dynamics between the couples stayed constant, including the amount of blame, pressure, and withdrawal, but there was a dramatic increase among the older couples of how often both the husbands and wives avoided the difficult subject.

In a typical exchange, for example, the wife might say, “You know what, we’ve had this conversation a million times. Let’s agree to disagree. What do you think we should have for dinner?” And the husband might respond, “Do we have any of that lasagna left?”

Holley says that in these older marriages, the avoidance of conflict-laden discussions, especially when mutual, did not seem to lower marital happiness. Invoking the practice, in fact, may be neutral or even positive. And that falls in line with other studies that show that older people tend to see arguments as less important and generally to seek more positive experiences.

That’s part of the natural process of aging, says Stanford University’s Laura Carstensen, a leading researcher on the emotions of the elderly. Their emotions, particularly as expressed in the dynamic of a relationship, are more complex and layered, mixing positive and negative experiences. So when talking about difficult issues, they tend to mix affection with their negative expressions. “From where I sit,” she says, “it looks very enlightened and adaptive.”

In addition, experience may help older couples to be more adept at picking the right fights.

Years of prior conflicts may have taught them to recognize which issues are worth debating and trying to resolve, and which will only devolve into unhealthy bickering.

“I would never advise couples to avoid topics of conflict,” says marital therapist Mark McGonigle, “but I would advise them to avoid certain kinds of arguments.”

They should steer clear, he says, of “discussions” that start with an accusation (You slob!) or a generalized complaint (You never help!).

He suggests that couples with unresolved — or even unresolvable — issues should talk about the topic in a way that helps them understand at a deep level why their partner’s fixed position, their “stake in the ground,” is so important to them.

If they’re at odds over how often to have sex, for example, each should try to find out the other’s “backstory.”

If the wife wants more, McGonigle says, maybe she grew up in a family with little physical contact and if she’s not intimate often, she may start to feel unwanted or unloved.

The husband who wants less sex might have grown up in a pushy, demanding family, and want fewer demands and the ability to say no.

“If they can learn to talk this way without expecting a resolution,” says McGonigle, “but to better understand each other, they get the reward of being known and knowing the other.”

Emotional tone is just as important in avoiding a discussion as in having it, Holley says. Looking at couples in her study, she notes that if they treat each other with affection and understanding, they are much less likely to do harm to their relationship.

Happily married couples say marriage experts, don’t necessarily resolve their conflicts but learn to handle them with warmth and humor.

Does that mean counselors won’t be as militant about pressuring couples to address their conflicts?

Probably not.

Some marriage therapists (who, like Carstensen, have not seen the new study) are not quite ready to accept that avoidance may be associated with positive relationship dynamics.

They remain skeptical of its benefits and wonder if older couples who mutually avoid have, in fact, lost interest.

Any therapist would agree, however, that there are no absolutes when it comes to relationships — and marriages are no exception. So, for younger couples who work at their conflicts with understanding and acceptance, this study shouldn’t discourage them from continuing on that path.

The findings may just give them reassurance that occasionally agreeing to disagree could do more for keeping the marriage alive than attempting to resolve every dispute — and leave more time for enjoying the lasagna — together.

An Evolved Consciousness Getting in the Way of Your Sex Life?


Nope, However, I will tell you what is!

Two very handsome  Individuals that are simply in my imagination…. oh we do dream… oh, well

However, that tale is for another

time….. SPANKING,

why it is so good!

1. People who enjoy being spanked, up until recently, would have been classified as mentally ill.

But first, some history. Up until the 1980s, S&M (sadomasochism) was classified as an actual mental illness by the American Psychiatric Association. Which is pretty disconcerting considering studies have found that 36 percent of American adults admitted to using bondage tools during sex.

2. Spanking can be a catalyst for pleasure and excitement.

When we’re enjoying a certain sex act, whatever that sex act may be, our brains are flooded with feel-good chemicals, most notably the neurotransmitter dopamine. How pain plays into this game is pretty rad. According to an article from the journal Nature Reviews Neuroscience, there are far more similarities between how our brains process pleasure and pain than we ever knew before.

“Spanking can enhance excitement and physical sensations; increase adrenalin, endorphins, and oxytocin; explore and maybe push the line between pleasure and pain; increase intimacy and bonding,” explains Dulcinea Pitagora, a psychotherapist, sex therapist, and founder of the series, KinkDoctor.

3. This excitement likely stems from a sense of the taboo.

Dr. Nikki Goldstein, a sexologist and author of Single But Dating, says that we are inherently excited by anything that seems naughty and different. “It’s not rocket science when we consider this is how we also get enjoyment out of life. We like to push the boundaries and especially when sexual boredom could be at play, any sexual act that is even a bit different excites us.”

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4. Control plays a big role in the sexual release of spanking.

The sadomasochistic practice of sexual spanking is about more than just the brain converting feelings of physical pain into a rush of delightful dopamine. There’s also the psychological release of power. According to Psychology Today, “The essential component is not the pain or bondage itself, but rather the knowledge that one person has complete control over the other, deciding what that person will hear, do, taste, touch, smell, and feel.”

“It feels good to be totally in control, and sometimes it’s nice to be totally submissive. The power play is a way to break free from the roles we’re trapped in during our everyday lives, and it can be a powerful release,” says Sandra LaMorgese, Ph.D.

5. There are many therapeutic benefits to spanking.

A submissive finds therapy, stress-relief, and a sense of calm through the relinquishment of their power. Giving someone total control over you transfers your worries and psychological burdens onto the other person. “Still others describe the stress release as an escape from self-awareness and compulsive thinking and processing of emotions,” says Pitagora.

She adds that practitioners of spanking describe it as an opportunity to enter into a consensual, time-bound interaction with someone they trust and feel close to, where they are free to let go and stop thinking about other things for a bit. “When body chemistry changes in a rush of pleasure and adrenaline, and then come back down to baseline and levels out, that trajectory can result in a very calm and zen-like feeling.”

6. Some use BDSM and spanking to deal with trauma.

There are conflicting thoughts among experts and researchers on whether or not spanking can be used as a true form of therapy, but it *can* be a coping mechanism for those dealing with trauma. Sure, it’s a surreal concept for those who have never flirted with BDSM before, but La Morgese says it’s more common than you might think. “Just Google ‘spanking therapy’—it’s all focused on positivity, healing, and working through issues in a safe, supportive space. Think of it as a form of massage.”

It’s about remembering how intertwined our physical and mental sensations are, too. Forget yoga: “For some, spanking is a way to let go, relax, and surrender to physical sensation so they can have a clearer and calmer mind.”

7. People within the kink community seek each other out for comfort and healing.

The kink community can be a place to grow and learn about yourself. It isn’t all scary dungeons and the stuff of nightmares, but a faction of like-minded individuals exploring sexuality. So long as people’s rules, boundaries, and consent are being respected, says Dr. Goldstein, “It’s a world where people’s emotions and well-being is paramount.”

She uses aftercare as an example, where a dominant will nurture a submissive after a sexual act and bring them back to reality by holding them and comforting them. “There is so much care there that someone with trust issues and problems with personal boundaries could benefit from.”

Reasons why we should never blame PORN, go figure!


Alas, this is not written by me but, though she had a few points so I will share her comments you go baby girl, you go…

See her link below and enjoy Candii xx


http://sacredsirens.com/2018/08/09/8-reasons-you-shouldnt-blame-porn/

1. Porn is created so that people will buy it.
  • Like all businesses, it is based in a supply and demand economy. If nobody’s jerking off to it, it won’t get made. To pretend that porn is pushing an agenda of sexual violence on innocent and impressionable vanilla humans is to forget who porn is created for in the first place. As performer Conner Habib says, “You don’t change a culture by telling people their consensual sexual fantasies are wrong or interrogating those desires into silence because they violate your political views. It doesn’t work; the desires will always win out.” (See also: the folly of “end demand” rhetoric in regard to sex work.)
2. Porn is designed for people above the age of 18.
  • True, many teenagers somehow find access to porn. Porn is not going to parent your children for you. It is not going to install net nanny controls on your computer, it is not going to teach your child about sexual health in a positive manner. Because that’s not porn’s job; it’s yours. But it’s easier to attack porn than it is to have a frank conversation with your children about sex.
3. Porn is not sex ed.
  • The Fast and the Furious movies aren’t made to teach you how to drive. Don’t complain about porn informing ill sexual ideals in society; complaint about society looking to porn for sex ed because it can’t access it anywhere else. (My friend Ani Easton Baker is currently creating a documentary about this problem.) If you’re horrified by some of the content you’ve seen in porn, see #1, and start to look at things like patriarchal conditioning and toxic masculinity that might condition the desires you find unseemly (even though over half of women report having fantasies about things like non-consent). Do not expect porn to educate people about sex, and do not make porn your scapegoat for the lack of sufficient sex education in America.
4. Porn is not responsible for your boyfriend’s/husband’s/partner’s behavior.
  • Alcohol is also not responsible for people’s behavior but it’s easier to hate a young attractive female performer than a bottle. If your relationship is suffering due to your partner’s porn habits, allow me to suggest that your partner’s porn habits may be due to the fact that your relationship is suffering, or that your partner has intimacy issues that wouldn’t be solved by porn disappearing. Many marriages suffer due to a husband’s golf habit but I don’t see anyone attacking Tiger Woods. You and your partner are both responsible for your habits of consumption and the ways you connect sexually and emotionally with each other.
5. Porn performers and producers face a huge stigma in society.
  • There are support groups out there for performers to be able to find careers after porn. Performers are the subject of immense targeting and violence online due to the shame and rage of a large portion of their audience. Many people aren’t secure enough to consider serious relationships with them but will still try fuck with them anyway due to their repressed lust.  THEY DO NOT NEED YOU ADDING FUEL TO THE FIRE. And if you are already working elsewhere in the realm of sexuality, double shame on you, because you should know this already. Porn performers make ENORMOUS sacrifices to do the work that they do.
6. The porn industry is already under attack from legislation.
  • Maybe you didn’t see the tireless efforts that performers/producers made getting up at 4am to get on a bus to speak before Cal/OSHA to protest Measure B, a piece of legislation that would have allowed civilians to sue producers and win money if the performers were not all wearing condoms at all times. This means a performer could be sued by ANYONE for uploading content of themselves and their monogamous partner having unprotected sex – doubly frightening when you consider how rageful people love harassing performers, to begin with (see #5). Yes, you read that right – and that’s just one bill of many proposed to curtail porn production. http://www.latimes.com/local/lanow/la-me-ln-in-lawsuit-condoms-porn-settlement-20160128-story.html
7. Porn performers/producers are at risk at any point of having their bank accounts, PayPal accounts, and Patreon accounts frozen with no warning, with no way to access their funds.slide13.gif
  • This scare has gone so deep that PayPal has even frozen the funds of a BURLESQUE PERFORMER. I had my own Patreon frozen last month and I am not even an adult content producer (they reopened it when I inquired, providing no explanation for why it was shut down in the first place).
The DOJ has a program in place for this called, no joke, Operation Choke Point. For more on that, here: https://reason.com/blog/2014/04/28/doj-operation-chokepoint-and-porn-stars
8. In addition to having their financial accounts frozen, porn performers/producers have trouble bringing their work to any sites due to those platforms’ fears of adult content, even if the content they are posting is not actually adult (eg, censored Instagram photos to advertise paid membership clips).
  • This is not getting better – with the advent of SESTA/FOSTA, it is getting worse. If you work in the field of sexuality in any manner whatsoever, you should be afraid. And you should be defending the porn industry’s right to exist because it’s always the marginalized fringe that the fascists come for first to see what they can get away with, and it will be you they come for next.
Back to Conner Habib:
“This is how this will happen:
First, eliminate escorting sites.
Then, eliminate porn.
Then institutionalize trans people.
Then instigate violence against gays/lesbians.
Then, overturn abortion rights.
Then, repeal domestic abuse laws.
Then… Wait, do I need to keep listing?”
This doesn’t mean that all porn is beyond reproach. If you wish to reform porn, call out studios that treat performers unethically, that do not provide sufficient on-set safety, that does not pay performers fairly, that manipulate or flat-out violate performers’ consent during filming, that does not have diverse hiring practices. Make your own porn that depicts the sexuality you want to see in the world. Then you’ll be an indie porn producer too and you’ll see how fucking difficult it is to do the work you want to do and just exist without people stigmatizing you.
I am not here to debate any of this, and any bigoted, SWERFist, or scapegoating comments will be immediately deleted and you will be immediately blocked from my page. I am writing this to give those of you who previously held anti-porn sentiments the benefit of the doubt that you were operating under ignorance rather than hatred. Now that you know, you have no further excuse.
Thank you for listening.

Survey Finds ‘Friends with Benefits’ Common


Can two people have sex and still remain “just friends?”

In my opinion, Hell, Yes, who the hell said that they can’t?

And if they said that when did they ask me?

Never, well, I can tell you I am very much a prone to the idea, notion, and the benefits that they mostly indeed can and I would prove it but, however, I think my friend may be a little angry with me these days lol

Anywho, here are some stats by the doofish that think they can or cannot be mates after sex….go figure how rude not asking me…. god damn it Candii x

https://youtu.be/wMVO79F9jSk


A recent study found that 60 percent of college students have been in a “friends with benefits” relationship, but that the possibility for romantic feelings — and a lack of communication — can complicate such an arrangement.

That may seem fairly obvious. But the study, published in the journal Archives of Sexual Behavior, focused on why college students have these relationships at all. Researchers from Wayne State University and Michigan State University asked 125 undergraduates why they would or wouldn’t have sex with a friend, and what the advantages or disadvantages would be.

Two-thirds of participants said they had been in a “friends with benefits” relationship, and 36 percent said they currently were in one. The main advantage of such a relationship was “no commitment” (reported by 59.7 percent of participants), which was followed closely by “have sex” (55.6 percent).

More than half of those who had sex with a friend said they had engaged in all forms of sex; 22.7 percent said they had intercourse only, while 8 percent said they did everything but have intercourse.

“[The relationships] were perceived as providing a relatively safe and convenient environment for recreational sex,” write Melissa A. Bisson and Timothy R. Levine, the study’s lead researchers.

The biggest reported disadvantage of this recreational sex was the possibility that feelings would develop (65.3 percent). Other worries included “harm friendship” (28.2 percent) and “cause negative emotions” (27.4 percent). Concern over pregnancy and STDs, listed as “negative consequences of sex,” came in at only 9.7 percent.

The second part of the study asked 90 college students — all of whom had been in at least one “friends with benefits” relationship — what sorts of questions came up once they began sleeping with their friend, and how they went about answering those questions.

While approximately half admitted to having questions of uncertainty in the relationship, 84.4 percent said they never initiated any discussion; furthermore, 73.3 percent said there was no ground-rules negotiation involved.

The findings hardly indicate that people have evolved to the point where “friends with benefits” relationships will replace traditional romantic couplings, Levine tells LiveScience.images (1).png

“Romantic relationships have always been around,” he said. Recreational sex “really requires either effective birth control or women to be economically independent or both to be viable, and both are relatively recent in human evolution.”

Sally Law has written about health and sexuality for the Cleveland Clinic and has appeared regularly as a guest host on Sirius Radio. Her column, The Science of Sex, appears weekly on LiveScience.

Just do it………… 

Relationships are work


Relationships are work

1. Lingerie–do you like to give it as a gift or received it?

2. What’s a good date night movie?

3. When your partner asks you “what’s wrong?” do you most often say “nothing” when something clearly is wrong? Why?

4. To keep the fires burning, and the relationship fresh you need to send your significant other just one text. What is that text?

Bonus: What was your last grand romantic gesture?

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ANSWERS:

1. Lingerie–do you like to give it as a gift or received it?

Well, I am always a giver but, lingerie is my thing!!! 

I would never say No to a nice naughty gift like lingerie especially if it’s HOT!
2. What’s a good date night movie?

Not sure havent been on one well, not these days..

3. When your partner asks you “what’s wrong?” do you most often say “nothing” when something clearly is wrong? Why?

Nope, I am one to tell him in no other words what’s wrong however, he can be a royal pain in the ass at times… shhhh, so can I be…woops!

4. To keep the fires burning, and the relationship fresh you need to send your significant other just one text. What is that text?

Quit, it, do it and stop being a twitt it

Probably alot of things but deep down it would be “tonight is the night, its going to be alright,” joking that is personal!

Bonus: What was your last grand romantic gesture?

Well, it was, I know your little secret now get on with it and stop fooling arround! Chicken shit!

Believe it or Not, BDSM can be healthy


How Submissive Sex Helped a Rape Survivor Recover

I have to be honest here this is not for the faint-hearted and I do believe most who read this will hesitate or perhaps think it is weird that BDSM of any form could be helpful in PTSD, Rape, Violence or any form of a violent act.

However, being a survivor myself I have done a lot of roleplay and with the guidance of a practitioner, this could be something to look at as being a benefit to the person who has been subjected to past extreme situations herself being me.

I do need to point out though when helping a person in this field you “must be honest”, and be consistent or you could possible hinder those that are suffering from depression, PTSD of any type.

So, in saying that this is and can be a great form of soothing or a close encounter of making your past a little easier it is no way yet a cure for anything, however, I want to share with you a blog that I came across recently and I thought some people may like it..

Enjoy I will edit it later and add links


The Wounded Servant: Meditating on BDSM & PTSD

 

Ok, let me start out by saying that I don’t want to write this post.

It’s 2016, it’s a new year, I kissed a really cute and smart and charming boy at midnight on New Year’s Eve, and I have been working really, really hard to put the pain of last year behind me, and for the most part I have made a great deal of progress.

The last thing I want to do is get sucked back into that pain, both for my own sake as well as for the sake of people both new and old that I’m inviting into my life.

Nor do I want to keep writing these posts that highlight the disempowerment I’ve been feeling, because it’s just not a fun feeling to dwell on.

Unfortunately, there are social media.

This morning, two posts appeared in my Twitter feed consecutively.

The first was this one, about the tendency of self-identified submissive women to have a history of abusive relationships.

I’ve touched on that concept in this post about emotional labor (the submissive woman’s desire to give it and the narcissist’s desire to take it), but here are the parts from today that struck me, edited together for brevity:

[Submissive women] are motivated by a deep desire to please.

Every submissive woman I have ever personally known has been through a number of abusive relationships.

She gives and men take and take and it becomes abusive. Weak men with self-esteem issues are often drawn to these women, which compounds the problem.

It takes enormous strength and experience to take from a woman like this (which is what she needs) without abusing her.

Your job is to soak up all her love and affection and attention, help her find ways to please you, while supporting and strengthening her as a person.

In a relationship like this, trust is the one thing that cannot be repaired. If you damage it, you now go into the same pile of “men who hurt her” and you will never truly be trusted again.

At this point in my blog I don’t think I have to repeat the specifics of my past relationship with a Dominant with a mind control fetish (if you’re a newcomer, you can read here and here to bring yourself up to speed), but suffice it to say I have noticed myself feeling more than a little Jessica Jonesy around my kink lately.

I feel like when I get into a submissive headspace it’s possible for me to lose a lot of my good judgment because part of what it means to submit is to suspend judgment, which allows for surrender.

But I’m feeling like oh god if I’m mind controlled again I might do things that are counter to my best interests.

And I worry that if I just choose self-preservation I’ll miss out on my erotic bliss, which is my favorite thing and without which life feels bleak.

But I’ve noticed several instances in the past few months where my surrender seems anchored to an anxiety trigger, and I’m not sure how to fix that.

I understand that there are a lot of self-protective coping mechanisms surrounding me because it’s hard to tell the kind of surrender that is transformative shamanic ordeal from the kind of surrender that is selling your soul to the devil, and once that oxytocin bond kicks in even the devil can look pretty appealing.

Mostly I have to calculate which potential partners have a favorable risk/reward ratio in terms of my experiencing their dominance and then safeguard against anyone else who might be trying to exploit me, and in those defenses I end up looking less than submissive from the outside (at least on my social media anyway), and I start to worry about the way my submissive market value might appear to any potential dominant partners in my future who might google me.

I’m not sure my skill at surrender comes across well when I keep talking about how much I have to protect it.

Suffice it to say, when you have a fetish for granting mindless obedience, you have to really know who you can trust with that shit.

“You’re addicted to surrender,” one of my mentors admonished me recently. When you consider that idea, my kink becomes much more complicated. Back in early fall I was texting to try to meet up with a person with whom I had been in a fairly toxic spiral, and the friend who was with me as I waited on a response turned to me in the midst of my staring compulsively at my phone and said, “Have you ever hung out with an addict?”

To put this in perspective, while I feared Jessica Jones would be a wellspring of PTSD flashbacks for me, it turns out I actually felt a howling nostalgia for the single-minded passion of Kilgrave’s victims.

It felt similar to how I imagine Russell Brand felt describing the envy he felt toward his former addict self who still got to do heroin.

The simplicity of obedience is such a goddamned relief to this overly analytical mind, even when (especially when?) that obedience requires so much self-sacrifice on my part that it ends up being indistinguishable from self-destruction.

I want to believe that such an alignment of my actions with another person’s best interests is possible to do in a healthy manner with someone ethical, but you’re really tempting Jesus in the desert with that one, aren’t you?

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Photo by Steve Prue

Back to Twitter: the second post that came up on my feed was this thread by @borderlinefemme, in which she analyzes the relationship of mental illness in women to both abuse and stigma.

She cites a survey from Psychological Medicine which states that 40% of women with severe mental illnesses had suffered rape or attempted rape, as compared to 7% of the total female population, and then goes on to describe the villainization of women with borderline personality disorder (BPD) as “either femmes fatales, harpies, or unstable emotional bitches” — basically, imperfect victims.

And when you remember that one of the symptoms of BPD is an intense fear of abandonment, that means that many women with BPD will learn to go to extreme efforts to avoid becoming the emotional caricature of their disorder that would cause people to leave them:

  • borderline women aren’t allowed to be angry. our angry is too scary, it’s too hurtful, it’s too much. bc borderline woman is expected to get angry, we’re now trying to repress it. so I like I assume many others have just shut it down.
  • if I allow myself to show off my anger, people will leave almost immediately. there’s no chance at redemption. so I get sad instead. 
  • now we’ve replaced anger with sadness. and that sadness may be incredibly annoying and redundant but it’s more acceptable than a mad woman. and who is easy to abuse? the sad girl.
  • the girl is bottling it all in and submitting to the apathy that is expected. ~try to be chill~ bc again, that sadness may cause friends/lovers to become irritated but not enough to leave & despite the abuse we don’t want to be abandoned. 
  • once you’ve seen a woman with a disorders madness, can you ever perceive her as nice or even stable again?
  •  borderline women are paying the price for this. our relationships, health, the perception of self.
  • anger is not a privilege we are entitled to.

I don’t know if I ever suffered from BPD. It’s hard to tell personality disorders from trauma reactions, just as it’s hard to tell learning secure attachment patterns from absorbing the culture of chill, just as it’s hard to tell depression from being surrounded by assholes.

When in the midst of a depressive episode in 2011 I went to a clinic to speak to a team of psychological evaluators, I ran through a list of BPD symptoms and explained how it could be an “intense fear of abandonment” that caused me to become a seduction coach and which might also account for my submissive orientation since there is a security that comes in being told exactly what to do in order to be pleasing to one’s partner, and suggested since my book had just come out that perhaps I had managed to build an entire career on the backs of my demons.

The doctors just stared at me like I was from another planet, and eventually, the episode passed and I just got on with my life.

I will, however, say this much: I don’t feel I have ever been allowed to express anger in a relationship. In my aforementioned D/s relationship in my early 20s, my partner shamed me for expressing anger and retreated from any issue I got emotional about. When we got our neuro-linguistic programming certifications, I learned the NLP tenet “The meaning of your communication is the response that you get,” and started taking responsibility for how my words were landing. And since I was dating a selfish Dominant, the best way to get my needs met was to please him and hope for an intermittent reward.

This habit of allowing anger to squeeze out only in the calmest, most rational and even-toned sentences has stayed with me ever since. Even in the wake of my breakup at the beginning of 2015, which was so sudden and without warning that I really should have been given plenty of space to rage and process, I sent my former lover a text message a day later expressing something that was angering me, and he accused me of “haranguing.” So I stopped texting and dropped the subject. Better to swallow my anger in silence than to be branded an overemotional harpy. (Oh silence. I could write an entire post on the nature of silence, and maybe one day I will. In short, to express anger is often to make a request that can be ruthlessly denied, and to make a request so important it comes out as anger only to have it denied by your loved one is a risk too painful to bear.)

So how do these two posts relate, and why did seeing them on Twitter consecutively send me into an emotional tizzy today?

Well, as I wrote about a few months ago, kink often gets conflated (sometimes accurately, sometimes not) with trauma and abuse history, which can also be a cause of mental illness such as PTSD.

In some cases, BDSM relationships can even attract abusers under the guise of dominance as sanctioned abuse and even cause PTSD, Jessica Jones-style.

But to take that a step further, according to the Handbook of Gender Research in Psychology, when presented with identical patient symptomsdoctors will more often diagnose men with PTSD and women with BPD. (Seriously read that link, it’s fucked up.) Translation?

  • Men experience pain from trauma in their lives, but bitches are crazy.

Synthesizing all the information above draws the conclusion that women who identify as submissive are more likely to attract abusers, more likely to be gaslighted for reacting to abuse, more likely to be stigmatized for talking about abuse, and more likely to be punished and ostracized for being angry about it. Because kinky women are too often assumed to be mentally ill, and a mentally ill woman expressing anger is a short fuse away from boiling your bunny.

Sometimes I feel like fighting for my submission is an uphill battle (seriously how hard should it be to want to please someone?), and slut-shame is only a very small part of my adversary.

Sometimes I feel like I am sacrificing my own emotional life just to be low-maintenance, because being low-maintenance is a desirable quality in a submissive, and I so wish to be a desirable submissive.

I’d like to say that the right partner will honor my emotions when I express them in a clear and rational manner, and in fact will reward my carefully cultivated communication skills by listening to me and taking me seriously.

But the truth is even my fellow relationship coaching colleagues sometimes have trouble believing in the insecurities I talk about because I have spent so much time cultivating ease and attractiveness and because I speak about my issues with such a detached rationality.

Like, isn’t it weird that the more transparent you try to be about your vulnerabilities, the more people think you’re brave?

  • The other night I was hanging out in a hot tub with my friend Destin, who’s a tantric energy worker, and he did some light energy movement on me.
  • “Wow,” he said when we were through, “you have a lot more going on in your root chakra than I thought.”
  • “Oh?” I asked. “Yeah, that’s where issues about self-worth, right to existence, and trust all happen.”
  • I looked at him and said, “That’s what I’ve been trying to tell everyone but nobody believes me!

I am having some issues with trust because I am a submissive, and because I wish to be a desirable submissive I’m having trouble expressing my issues with trust.

And trusting myself seems to defeat the point of surrender.

The bliss of surrender comes from not having to make my own decisions, and there’s a very fine line between surrendering to the unknown and not taking responsibility for fucking up your life.

Luckily it’s been a long time since my surrender caused me to fuck up my life (and even then at least I’m getting a good memoir out of it?), but I also haven’t found many places where it feels worthwhile to surrender lately either.

I wish that everyone in the world possessed ethics, integrity, and trustworthiness — I would just go around being submissive all the time.

But in the meantime, I’d at least like a little more compassion for the emotions that I put into my service as well as the stuff that’s going to naturally come up in the course of a relationship.

Because even the best of people will hurt you unintentionally, and I need to feel that my pain/trauma will be acknowledged if I bring it up without it meaning that I’m crazy, irrational, or “haranguing” in the way that women, particularly kinky women, are unfairly labeled.

 

How Some Trauma Survivors Find Healing Through BDSM…


Looking up at my title I have been researching a lot lately on this subject probably the reason why at times my brain goes out of whack with both of these beautiful and respectful titles.

PTSD and BDSM

A sexual act is a healthy exercise that we all do and should be very proud of it let me tell you sex isn’t just about having children with your partner it is also so much more than we all really know.

It is a form of intimacy that both should do together as much as you both want and do it again, and again and again it will bond your relationship if you do it often and most of all enjoy it .. don’t be embarrassed about it.. we have those areas to use and at times abuse..fb3aab30cd90066cf6a6a7441f4c9ed7

Like they say, if you do not use it… well you will loose it!

I have many reasons why I want to be a Sex therapist or Sexologist I believe in loving yourself in a healthy manner and empowering yourself to be strong and able and of course most removal of terms, labels, judgment of one another.

We are sexual beings and we should embrace ourselves and those that we wish to engage in sex or have a beautiful healthy and strong life together.

Let me explain my own beliefs

As a survivor of sexual violence, I’ve found that exploring my kinks with partners I trust is a truly cathartic experience. It gives me a chance to reclaim my body as a source of pleasure—instead of anxiety or depression or trauma.

In fact, I fell into it after I left an exhausting marriage that I have to say nearly killed me why?

Wow, why? Many reasons, more than I can put on this post but the main one was it altered my real authentic self and I was tired, worn out, numb, I had become someone I didn’t even know I had altered my true self which was a natural submissive to a dominant female that did everything in my life and I had no breath left in my body!

Our marriage was a disaster and I carried him for years and I was totally spent with no energy and feeling nothing but, numb, helpless, and very angry and a little bit hostile.

Which in fact is the polla opposite of who I really was…

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A little after my divorce I was a little lost in a world that was new to me and many things changed in my world mainly me…

Through this, I’ve learned how to better communicate for myself and understand my desires… to be frank, I had thought that I was non-sexual, which means not interested in sex at all… What I didn’t know was many things about myself that time only discovered, however, what I know now about the sexual self-was I seemed to be drawn to strong men, tall men, and men that challenged me, what I didn’t know was that I made a lot of mistakes as time past but, I also learned and defined what I really desired in what type of a male that ticks my box!

As time past defining the type was interesting, to say the least – my type had to tick a lot of boxes for me to be satisfied with who I desired or who would fit the mold for me.

You have to understand that my search at times put me in a lot of danger, to be honest, and even though I was not aware of this I was after I was drugged and many other things that I would not want another to endure throughout their life.

So, now, I do understand my levels of what I like and what I know deep down the dominant level of one’s personality, however, the tricky part is this… I desire more.. and it isn’t as simple nor easy as one would expect in a woman.

I get my kinky desire now but, how could this occur?

It all depends on the persons trauma how long it affected me, how it affected me, how it changed me, and most of all I understand that my personality is a little tainted in choice and why I seem to be drawn to the “absolutely wrong”, to the WTF, and then how did that occur, not to mention is the best part…

No, way, I had not a clue she meaning me was into that type of person, to even that type of sexual activity and the levels it contained… I could go on and one.. but, I won’t in this post!43fc795ea6c745ebf42cd34bd5efb623--figure-me-out-funny-shit.jpg

However, I do enjoy selecting those that … “if you put those together that isn’t wise”, that to me is superb!  It seems my realisations and choices are exactly what I like and it works like a dream…

One day I may tell you but, at this time I am discovering why and the hows and I would rather experience them both before I explain it or if I ever do I may never!!

But, for now, let me explain how a trauma survivor could be drawn to this lifestyle and how good it could be for that person.

What is BDSM

BDSM (bondage, dominance, sadism, and masochism) is a powerful act that’s practiced for many different reasons. It can be a sexual practice, about power dynamics, or experiencing pain as pleasure. Play can even be used as a tool to help process trauma. BDSM is interdisciplinary, and therefore the actual practice varies for everyone in the community. That’s because kinks come in many forms—suspension play, role play, physical restriction, power exchange, administration of pain, spanking and age play just to list a few.86436ce525d7573e104227324d3d5d50--closed-doors-fifty-shades

And while there’s a lot of debate around the topic of BDSM in general, people get especially up in arms when they hear that some trauma survivors have found healing through their kinks. Though psychologists have historically pathologized kinky behavior as “Sexual Sadism and Sexual Masochism Disorders”—there is research that shows people who practice BDSM are actually less neurotic, more extroverted, more open to new experiences, more conscientious, less rejection sensitive and have higher subjective well-being than non-kinky people. A similar U.S. study found BDSM-identified couples reported less stress as well as increased intimacy following play.

This is all to say that BDSM is a healthy and consensual form of expression—in fact, the current BDSM 4C Consent Model is based around caring, communication, consent, and caution. “Fully engaged kink insists on full presence without pretense and the willingness to connect your raw humanity to another’s raw humanity,” says sex writer Midori.

While not every trauma survivor will find BDSM healing, it has been proven to work for some because of the direct correlation between trauma work and a BDSM “scene” (the scene refers to the act of play people are practicing). “BDSM taught me to use my voice and speak out when lines had been crossed,”

Angie, a trauma survivor, tells GO. This most often works for people who are already kinky and want to use this as a tool to assist their healing.

The goal of trauma work is empowerment for the survivor.

Psychologists use a specific three-step process to work through traumatic events with their clients.

This three-step process closely mimics the three stages of a BDSM scene.

However, it’s important to remember that there’s a difference between trauma reenactment and trauma mastery.

A scene could go wrong and re-traumatize someone if they’re seeking to reenact their trauma with no boundaries or safe words. beasts.jpg

That’s basically like allowing the trauma to be in the driver’s seat of a car while barreling 100 miles per hour down the freeway in the opposite direction.

Practicing BDSM as a modality to work through trauma should be about mastering the trauma.

You should be in the driver’s seat the whole time while occasionally looking over at your trauma tucked in its booster seat.

Phase one

  • of trauma work with a psychologist is all about skills building. You work on creating stable coping mechanisms and boundaries for yourself around triggers. Which ties to the first step of a kink scene—it’s all about negotiation. You figure out with your partner(s) what everyone’s hard no’s are, what kind of play you want to participate in, what your safe words or actions are. All of this is integral for the scene to be safe and consensual.

The second step

  • for working through trauma is about mindful and controlled exposure. The therapist usually exposes their client to talking about and remembering details of the trauma in a safer space to be able to process through it. This allows the trauma to exist in a container, separate to rest of everyday life.

In a BDSM scene, the second aspect is the play.

BDSM play is a chance to experience pain, fear, excitement, arousal, and adrenalin in a safe and contained way.id-love-to-be-completely-dominated-in-bed-kinky-quotes.jpg

You get to decide what type of scene you want to do—whether the suspension, needle play or role play—and if you’re the submissive, you’re allowed to safeword out if you begin to feel triggered.

Which makes it a safer place to explore trauma.

This is very interesting because both these roles are respectful, to each other, they are drawn to the same kinky and must have this in this relationship which is – respect, safety, loyalty, consensual, the communication between these two must at all times be very present it is the highest of the BDSM reals as the most desired roleplay act two people can do and to me that is beautiful!

“Safe, sane and consensual, in this case, also means the Dom isn’t just in control, it means you are responsible for watching your subs every reaction. If the lights go out, assume the worst, not sub space*,”

* An altered state of consciousness that the BDSM community refers to as sub-space is a pleasurable and timeless, almost floating feeling due to the temporary reduction in prefrontal-cortex brain activity.

The final process for trauma work is integration. The therapist works with the client to integrate back into daily life and use the skills from step one in case of triggers. It’s basically like the savasana pose in Yoga.

If you skip that pose after a Yoga practice, you’ll feel all weird and incomplete when you leave the class.

This is all similar to the last aspect of a BDSM scene which is aftercare.

You check in with each other on how the scene was, what worked and what didn’t, and what you want to try at higher intensity next time.

This check-in can continue for a week after the experience since the way you process an experience isn’t always immediate.

After experiencing a traumatic event, where you felt utterly powerless, hopeless, feared death would result or felt invaded—taking back control over your body can be extremely empowering. It’s an act of reclamation in the face of fear.

Your body becomes a medium of healing through these cathartic scenes. Some rape survivors even choose to play out a scene similar to their rape—but with a different end result.

They walk feeling a huge sense of release and healing.

Which makes so much sense, because trauma can play in a loop in your brain until you break that cycle with different or new information.

The power of a visceral experience has been studied in psychology—mainly in a negative sense related to PTSD.

There is actually growing evidence that the reverse is true.

Scientists are now studying psychedelic therapy and how induced mystical states of intense visceral experiences can positively impact (sometimes even cure) conditions like depressionPTSD and anxiety.

This is what Angie says about herself

“When I first started exploring BDSM it definitely had nothing to do with healing.

I just wanted to explore my sexuality and BDSM seemed like a logical road to go down,” Angie tells GO. “I learned that I could establish hard boundaries during play that ended up helping me to learn to fully relax and enjoy being in the moment with my partner. I wasn’t focused on protecting myself or waiting for the other shoe to drop. After play I’ve experienced sub drop that was pretty shame intense. But because we, my partners and I, had established a relationship of trust before hand, it helped to navigate that moment.”

Angie’s experience mirrors many survivors who have felt lost in their attempts to re-navigate their sexuality after trauma. Knowing that it’s okay to experience pleasure again—especially if your trauma has somehow informed your sexual experiences—looks like something different for everyone. But you deserve pleasure.

And if BDSM can help you heal, cum and explore your trauma in a safe environment, why not allow yourself that freedom?


In conclusion of this post I believe there are many good and valuable areas of this lifestyle, however, in selecting this I suggest you really think about it and do your research on this lifestyle before entering it because it isn’t for those that think that 50 shades of bullshit is what that movie represented and not at all this lifestyle.

Me personally, I am only in the last 12 months have started to understand my own reasons to who I am and the why I do what I do… it is very important however, that you do alot of inner soul searching and find a good theraphist to understand or at least help you understand yourself .

That is the tricky part lovely ones it will be difficult to locate those that get it.. so do your research and if you do find anyone let me know because I would love to pick their brain about their thoughts on this possible theraphy that I do believe could help those that have been abused.

Love and best wishes Candii xx

 

 

If you or someone you know has been sexually assaulted, you can seek help by calling the Australian Sexual Hotline is:  (08) 9227 6177

https://shq.org.au/services/sexual-health-helpline/

http://www.kinkabuse.com/physical-abuse/ptsd-and-bdsm/

Insomnia


INSOMNIA is a club where cosmopolitan free spirits, weird birds of paradise, urban night creatures, polymorphous party people, creatives and travelers from all over the world celebrate the pulsating beat of the night together. 

INSOMNIA is more than just a mix of party, fetish and swinger club, it’s a hedonistic parallel universe with parties that are sex-positive, full of casual intimacy and sensuality for all non-compliant, free-spirited forms of life and love of all affection: ob Vanilla, Swinger, Genderfluid, Bizarre, Fetish or BDSM.

INSOMNIA is a temple for experiments with non-traditional relationship structures, sexual staging & self-awareness, multisexual currents. We offer a clean, safe sexual escapade infrastructure for the emancipated woman, for modern couples who want to get acquainted instead of strangers and heteroflexible men who also like to be available as erotic assistants, in short, a safe sex lab for all. Newcomers are very welcome! 

Here is a video of one of their parties and below are the links to this event and other events and workshops

WEBSITE IS:  https://www.insomnia-berlin.de

Life does not come with Guarantees…


Well, if Life came with a user guide or guarantee we all would understand human nature right, wrong!

or perhaps work out how to operate a Smart TV… mmmm, tricky, right!

Why so scared of being authentic to your partner when you know they adore you and share the same ideas, thoughts, openness, and love.. if trust and all those favorites are existing then why are some still stuck on believing each others word?

  • Is it that hard or unbelievable that perhaps your spouse or partner actually is honest, open, has your back?
  • Or would you prefer that your fears do come true and finally be who you really are?
  • Maybe you’re not ready, maybe your life will stop within an instant because if you trust, or open up your life will cease to exist!!!
  • And maybe an alien ship will land on your house and suck out your brains, right? NOT!!
  • What makes you so important that you expect a guarantee or perhaps a validation before your partner?

Be careful of your own needs that they do not become a priority over another that isn’t fair nor is it wise to do this … why? well, you could lose something more precious than the expectation of self… you could lose an opportunity to live a great life and allow yourself that luxury to open your life up and be authentic to one another…

Stop expecting and Start Growing in your journey…

A guarantee or a validation of a set and setting well you might get that however, why on earth would we all want a guarantee in life …. isn’t life about experiences, curiosity, most of all trusting and the hope of all those lovely emotions that we all know to exist within us we, however, do not need a guarantee unless you purchase a TV, Video, perhaps a mobile phone, fridge etc… not an emotion that you know already exists.

I am a female and even I wouldn’t expect a person to guarantee me anything plus, my personality is about trusting the given word and perhaps my gut and obviously my journey that I am on with myself firstly, and my husband.

The guarantee we give each other is love, trust with time and understanding, communication, perhaps even if we are lacking honesty we guarantee one another once we take an oath in a marriage that is a definite guarantee .. however, not in some marriages but, we can only try our best to do our best.

I seem to have no expectations I never really thought about it… do you think not having expectations…

  1. Limits our experiences?
  2. Should we have expectations of the unexpected or the expected?
  3. Perhaps we should expect the sun to rise and go down at night… YES, that is a given 🙂

So, is it a guarantee that we expect or is it a hope that we trust our journey and those that are on it to honor it and be the best you can be without the bullshit…

What is it that would satisfy everyone’s needs if you knew that you would be safe from criticism, nasty name-calling, perhaps you’re worried what others think of you as a person?

Remember we are only human and even though we trust and love ourselves and those that are our loved ones sometimes it would be nice to be able to live our lives with those that we started our journey with?

If that is too difficult then I really do not understand why people exisit in a world full of beautiful places, people, experiences… because frankly in my mind that is not living a full life and that to me is a wasted gift having the ability to grow and not allowing yourself or others that want to grow with you..

We cannot guarantee anything but, we can hope and trust that is the best option in life and give ourselves credit for doing so….

So, what do we do to move forward in our journey, be present, be honest, no bullshit, no lies, and say how you really feel without feeling like your going to the guillotine.

I am as honest as I know and I will feel your denial if you aren’t so why deny anything when you know all I have to do to make this easy on you is to find that person in your office under the desk with the candlestick and say to him, your it, it’s your turn to hid and seek (btw can you not make this a 3 year game… joking.. or am I?)

 

If we only where more open to things… And wasn’t so scared in allowing ourselves to be…


What, Why, When, How, Who….. and then there is this… What if, Why not, When can we, Who will we hurt, When will it arrive, Why oh Why can’t we, and many more I can tell you!

We then do this I posted this because, I deleted this because, I feel that I am alone because, I wish I could be stronger, healthier, happier, I want you to love me, desire me, fantasize about me, I love you because you don’t love me, I want you because you will never want me… and the motions of life goes on and on and on all because we didn’t allow ourselves to be honest, open to change, willing for anything…

And sometimes we give too much and then we expect it back?? 

What is wrong with the above sentence?

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We expect too much and Give too much and Love too much but, at the end of the day we do want to be accepted and part of something in life right?

So, what do we do…?

So, how do we live a life without doing all of the above and without feeling that we haven’t done enough, loved enough, wanted enough, expected enough, even helped enough….so how do we live an authentic life……??????

This is what I think…….I think you all need to think of at least 1 idea (remembering no-one is wrong) so, shoot, add to comments on how do we live an Authentic life without the above noise?

 

The Forbidden Fruit… I did it again!!!


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Why is the potent mix of pleasure and pain that can be found in illicit sex so hot?

  • The breakup sex.
  • The hard to play male type.
  • The bad boy I have many women and you’re not one of them?
  • Sex with the train wreck, brilliant, broody, artist types.
  • The addictive sex with the person you are in love with but who won’t commit to you.
  • Or the full-blown affair with the married man, yuk type!

Mother Nature is a bit of a trickster when it comes to sexual desire, love, and relationships.

She uses the desire to drive us to make babies, preferably with a diversity of partners for maximum genetic diversity, but at the same time wants strongly bonded couples to both to contribute to the task of raising a child.

She wants to have her cake and eat it too.

Desire is rooted in novelty, mystery, danger, and spontaneity.

While love needs dependability, openness, and responsibility to grow and build a strong relationship.

That your nurturing and sex appeal will banish his demons and turn him into the kind of man you would want to introduce to your parents.

Because you were there during the hard times your bond will be unbreakable, forged in the fires of adversity.

Perhaps you’re not looking for a relationship, why not go ahead and enjoy the illicit sex?

Well here’s the bit where Mother Nature has the last laugh;

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  • sharing orgasms with someone gives our brain a strong oxytocin rush.

  • Oxytocin is the bonding hormone, leading to icky lovey-dovey feelings for our sex partners, even for those completely unsuited to a loving stable relationship.

Maybe you know the warning signs and you can fish your heart out of a situation and put your panties back on before you’re in too deep.

But many of us fall into the ‘Rescuer Fantasy’.

We have been sold the idea by a society that women need to ‘tame’ a man.

It’s almost a point of pride, who hasn’t heard the clichéd line of;

  • ‘Oh he used to party and date half the town, but when he met me that all turned around’.
  • It is far too easy to succumb to the seductive idea that you may be the most amazing women he has ever met.

That your nurturing and sex appeal will banish his demons and turn him into the kind of man you would want to introduce to your parents.

Because you were there during the hard times your bond will be unbreakable, forged in the fires of adversity.

Of course, the reality is you are probably only bonding yourself and that any changes in him are superficial because they have not come from within him.

So sooner or later you will get hurt, but by now your ‘rescuee’ is on to a good thing and you are likely to receive them, ‘I will never again’.

These big declarations are far too easy to believe because of your oxytocin addiction.

A wave of forgiveness, hope, and love may come over you with the last of the anger dissipating with the hot make-up-sex orgasms.

But since the impulse for change is external, not internal the cycle is likely to start all over again.

We do forgive, it’s okay, I will give you another chance?? NOPE, not that type of chick me I am talking about… if it’s off it’s off, never read a book twice in fact!

However, unless it has a good sex paragraph perhaps I will read once or twice.. okay three times… a lady…

And stop wasting it on full-grown adults who should be responsible for themselves.

By understanding how desire works we can have hot sex using the desire drivers of novelty, surprise, distance and manageable risk (think rollercoaster rides rather than unprotected sex) with people that respect our boundaries and emotional needs.

I am breaking up with the hurts-so-good sex and saying hello to clear boundaries, hello honesty, and hello oh-so-good sex.

Imagine a world full of women who were doing the same, think of all the things we would be achieved with that extra energy, happiness, and pleasure.

 

If messaging was a language!


Wow, this is so right!

I found this video explaining what it is like if Facebook, Texting, Messaging is a language, and this guy got it on the dial!!

If we relied on our messages as a two-way conversation we would all be very disappointed this isn’t any difference with posts on blogs we put so much time, effort into them and we are left with likes, a possible smiley face, or maybe those that get it will leave a message, to comment on it or perhaps say that was a good effort!

So, next time you’re on your phone, laptop, I-Pad or whatever, you have to think about how much effort that page your reading took that person and instead of just liking to say something about it … perhaps why you liked it or perhaps what was it that you didn’t like about it!!

Food for thought kids 🙂

Candii xx

 

Coming Out As Mature Gay Man


Hey Candii here,

I want to talk about a true story that happened to me a long time ago, I was newly divorced single mum with my son being around 6-7 years old my friends had changed a tad to me hanging around a lot of gay men!

Funny things happen when you’re single, however, it was the best thing I had ever done, to be honest, I remember a young boy forgot his name he was young like 17-18 years old. I was in my kitchen making sandwiches for about 30 young me “all gay” and this young man came up to me saying how great I was, he said, where is your girlfriend?

The laughter in my lounge room was roaring loudly and you heard someone say, she’s straight!  The shock on this boys face was epic, he said, but, you have a little boy?! and why are you so okay with all of us hanging out with you and your little boy?

Then my face was in shock!!

I said, to him, do I have to be gay? to hang around you all?

He then explained that he told his parents about himself being gay and how hard it was!

He then said, thank you for being so open and allowing us into your life!!

I said, don’t thank me I love being around strong people who have the guts to be what they want to be regardless of sexuality!  That takes guts and strength most straight people should learn about life!

Years later when working I saw him again in a lift and he remembered me, Franny, he had grown up a lot and he gave me another hug and said, you have always been in my heart and head girl thank you for you being you!!

I don’t really know the magnitude of what I did for him, but, I thought it was beautiful, to say the least, it meant a lot to him and that was enough for me.

True story 🙂


The Dangers Of Revealing Sexuality

Coming Out Later In Life

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The divulging of your sexuality towards other people is commonly referred to as ‘coming out’.

This is a specific rite of passage for young gays whereby they not only acknowledge their sexuality, but they begin to tell other people such as their family and close friends, about their sexual orientation.

Coming out is an intensely personal process, and many people experience both positive and negative stories when it comes to their coming out.

In today’s society, particularly in Western Culture, coming out is often deemed to be not a big issue.

Though, try telling that to the person who is struggling with their sexuality and has conservative parents.

Coming out as a young person has unique and different challenges to coming out as an older person, and the experiences can be profoundly different.

People will ultimately come from a wide range of ethnic, religious, class and racial backgrounds which will directly influence their experiences as they come out.

These social standings can affect an individual’s safety, or even their family’s safety and coming out can risk the loss of friendships, relationships and family all because you are exploring your passionate nature.

Ignoring your passions towards relationships is not something that can be done, as ignoring your feelings will often cause great pain, fear, and anxiety.

It’s a different experience for everyone. Thus, coming out as a white, able-bodied young Australian will be a profoundly different experience than that of an African Immigrant living in a low socio-economic area of New York.

 

 

Aside from these challenges, there are many more challenges to coming out as an older male, especially if one has denied or repressed their sexuality in their youth and have begun to raise a family.

Older generations were raised in a society and grew up in a time of ‘don’t ask, don’t tell‘ and many people have successfully hidden and/or repressed their sexuality until much later in life.

The question then becomes; why did they hide it?

There’s a variety of reasons as to why people might choose to hide or ignore their sexuality.

Most teenagers, and arguably this is part of being part of a teenager, will naturally reach a point in their lives whereby they will test where the bounds of sex and sexuality sit, and they will explore these boundaries.

It can be an incredibly frustrating and confusing time especially when society expects that you will fall in love with someone of the opposite sex, have children and grow old together and you’re simply not sharing or feeling like that.

At this stage, some people might fundamentally reject their feelings on religious grounds, upbringing, or they might develop intense negative feelings surrounding the issue of sexuality and as a result, will push down on those feelings until they no longer exist.

 

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Coming Out is Distressing

 

This can pose significant issues later in life, and ultimately they’re setting themselves up until they have reached a point when they can no longer deny their feelings.

They have given a lifestyle of heterosexuality their best shot and it’s simply no longer viable.

They have attempted to conform to societal expectations of getting married, having children, and it’s not until they get to later on in lives that they realise that there have been profoundly important things about themselves with which they have neglected, or not acknowledged.

Other people might simply not have the capacity to understand or interpret their feelings of attraction because they had deemed it to be as abnormal, or wrong. In that regard, is not surprising that a lot of baby boomers wait until later in life when they decide to come out, and it’s usually as a result of their lives becoming simply unbearable as a result of hiding who they truly are. Coming out when you’re young is difficult. Coming out when you’re older has significantly more challenges, and arguably, is a lot harder than coming out when young. We’ve compiled a short list of the difficulties that older people might face when they decide to come out later in life.

 

1. Being Gay And Married:-

Owing to the fact that many people try and repress their sexuality, they will conform to social, familial and religious pressures and decide to get married. Though it is important to note that not all religions have strong stances on homosexuality.

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For example:

  • does not have a single school of thought when it comes to homosexuality and is simply merely discouraged.

In any event, people might conform to the popular belief that it’s not accepted and continue on a heterosexual lifestyle.

They might do this in the hope that their homosexual feelings will go away, or they might find themselves in a deep state of denial, or they simply might feel that their feelings are nothing but a phase and representative of the feeling of ‘cold feet’ of getting married.

Many mature gay men have stated that the reason that they got married was that they’d hoped that the feelings would go away, they loved their wives, they considered their wives their best friends and soul mates but rather than happiness and bliss for their lifetime together, all they would feel was an overwhelming sense of infidelity and deceit as they discovered that the feelings wouldn’t go away.

They might try marriage counseling or some form of couples counseling, but inevitably it’s not going to work.

 

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Coming Out To Your Wife Can Be Devastating

 

Often they can hide and repress this for years, the distractions of life, and growing older play a great part in a person’s ability to ignore what’s underneath as they traverse life, climb the social/work ladder, buy a house, plan for a family and so on and so forth.

One of the worst aspects of being both married and gay is the understanding that the moment that you come out, that there is potentially going to be a lot of hurt, pain, and anger from his wife.

This can be devastating and cause chaos in people’s lives and is probably one of the most challenging aspects of coming out when you’re older.

Especially since he might love his wife, considers her his best friend and feels that coming out will ultimately hurt her.

For some, they simply cannot take this and will either resort to drastic measures or simply engage in infidelity until they get caught out.

 

2. Parenthood:-

Through trying to repress ones sexuality, they might decide to get married. From there, they might end up being parents.

Becoming a parent also serves as a distraction-like tool in the repression of sexuality and some might see the prospect of having children to be worth it in staying in the closet because it provides them with opportunities that they may not have been able to have as a gay male.

Today, however, there are many options for queer people to fulfill their dreams of becoming parents, and these technologies were simply not available 30 years ago.

Other people feel that being a parent is more important than their sexuality, as they fear that any decision to come out after having children, could negatively impact them.

As such, there are a lot of people who acknowledge being gay early on in their marriage but who have already had children, they decide to repress their sexuality until their children are old enough to understand.

To some people, the idea of providing a loving and nurturing environment for their children is a far more important endeavor.

 

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3. The idea of Lost Youth:-

Being young is about making mistakes, it’s about embarking on life with the training wheels firmly attached and it is a state of learning and growing.

What about the idea though, that you start off life in the development of a particular lifestyle, only to discover that that’s not for you?

You essentially, in part have to start again.

This is a common train of thought for older people who have come out later in life and they might get the impression that they have to go out into the world and make up for lost time.

Unfortunately, there’s no way to make up for lost time, what’s past has already passed. Mature Gay Adults who have only recently come out, however, will often find themselves behaving and acting like the teen they never got to be in an effort to make up for lost time.

It’s almost considered to be in the same vein as having a mid-life crisis – even the most placid and calm of people might suddenly turn into a raging teen at the candy store lusting and drooling after all the new things in the world that they can experience.

It’s tricky. Others might feel such a sense of shame and inadequacy that it makes them vulnerable to forms of abuse, and they may be plagued with unhappiness regarding the sense that they’re supposed to be an adult, and all of a sudden they’re a child in a world that they didn’t know much about.

In either circumstance, however, there is cause for concern.

Not only in forms of abuse either from being sexually assaulted or financial as a result of this vulnerability, and in young people potentially seeking a sugar daddy where the older gay male is looking for love, but also in the sense that sex and dating conquests may not necessarily equate to a healthy sexual lifestyle.

 

4. Family Acceptance:-

One of the most important things that people yearn for when they decide to come out of the closet, is that it won’t adversely affect their relationship with their family.

It’s a fundamental need and desire to be loved and accepted by your family.

When people start coming out in their 30’s, 40’s or even beyond there are some families which will struggle with this new found status.

Some members of the family might be unable to accept the sudden change, in the sense that who you’ve been for the majority of your life has now suddenly changed.

They may not be able to transcend past the idea of how they remember or know who their child, brother, sister, the nephew was.

There’s really no way in telling if the experience is going to be a positive or negative experience.

Especially when some people support the idea of being gay, and they can’t get past the feeling that they had been deceived the majority of your life in regards to the gay person.

5. Family acceptance

 Will also extend to the in-laws.

It is highly unlikely that a young gay male will be married in his teens, and as such, will never have to deal with the prospect of telling his in-laws about his sexuality.

People in their 30’s and beyond may have found themselves married, and have acquired a set of in-laws through their partner.

Gay people who come out later in life might have to deal with telling the in-laws about their sexuality.

Though, in some respects, it should be very much considered to be similar to a divorce – whereby the in-laws will either accept you’re coming out, will struggle to remain civil and polite, or they might even be glad to see the back of you.

Having grandchildren involved in this situation is certainly going to complicate things and realistically you should speak to your partner privately first, and have a discussion about the in-laws.

 

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6. Youth Vs Truth:-

This one is partly driven by the shallowness of the queer community and the ideals associated with beauty.

Whereas many people subscribe to the idea that you’re only as old as you feel, it can be quite apparent when someone is desperately trying to cling onto their youth by either wearing inappropriate clothes or embarking on a lifestyle that isn’t representative of their age.

Common problems with coming out later in life circle around an individual’s insecurities – they feel that they’re well beyond the age of getting into the gay scene, or that they’re not in good enough shape to be taken seriously.

From here, one of two things will generally happen. You will go into over-drive and desperately seek to become the most ideal and often stereotypical gay man that you could be.

Or, you might find yourself in a pit of despair and feel that you’re just never going to be good enough and settle for a relationship, or a particular circumstance that is far less than what you deserve.

Neither of these scenarios are the healthiest.

The healthiest approach that one can take is simply let loose, be yourself and try to find your way on your own with the knowledge that there are countless others who are in exactly the same position that you are.

 

7. Baggage:-

This is one of the tougher ones and can really hit a person where it hurts.

When you’ve been married and you’ve got kids, there are many people out there who will consider you to be a person that’s carrying too much baggage.

However, it’s a similar situation to when going through a standard divorce, with the only difference is that you’re now dealing with a lot of issues and thoughts regarding your own sexuality and invariably it’s a lot of stuff happening at once. If you hear this said to you, it’s going to hurt. But just find comfort and solace in the idea that it’s certainly not an isolated occurrence and that you’re but one in a pool of people trying to find their way. Just like older people going through a divorce, you may find comfort in the idea of not necessarily embarking on looking for a relationship with someone that doesn’t have baggage of their own, but rather looking for someone that also wants to be serious and might be coming with their own baggage.

 

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8. Training Wheels:-

You’ve spent the last x amount of years subscribing to a particular lifestyle, and now you have to change that.

Sex is going to be a major component of that, and it can be quite emasculating to discover that you’re considered to be absolutely clueless around sex.

You’re not alone, there’s no manual on having sex or gay relationships, and chances are that when you’re looking for someone else that’s also single they haven’t managed to understand the idea of relationships either!

 

9. Love:-

Mature people will often feel that they can’t be loved.

They’re often in an already vulnerable state having to deal with all of the above problems, and rather than playing the field and determining who they are attracted to, they’ll often find comfort in the idea of settling down with the first person that shows any interest in them. Monogamous relationships form their primary focus and whilst there’s no harm in this – if you’re specifically looking to form a monogamous relationship then there’s a chance that it can actually stop you from getting into a relationship. The best advice in this regard, play the field.

 

10. Life Stressors:-

This is often the most difficult, and can directly impact all of the previous issues when it comes to coming out when you’re older.

The fact is, that there might simply be too much going on at once.

You might be dealing with a divorce, you might be dealing and trying to do the best for your kids, you might be trying to find a new place to live, and you might also be trying to work out the intricacies of gay life, sex, and relationships.

That can be a lot of pressure and stress all at once. Take a step back, breathe and deal with the things as they come.

You might not have all the experience of a gay male, but you have a variety of different experiences and challenges that you have overcome just to make it to this point in your life and, surely, that’s worth something.

 

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I myself am a late bloomer. I am now happier through coming out. I have written these challenges both as a result of what I myself have experienced, and what others in my support network have experienced.

Coming out is not easy at whatever stage of life that you’re in and I absolutely subscribe to the words of Comedian Todd Glass when he states that “everyone comes out at exactly the same time…when they’re ready.”.

I first had an idea that I was gay in my late teens, and this was during the start of the HIV Epidemic.

I didn’t stay closeted for fear of the HIV scare, I attempted to embark on a lifestyle of heterosexual living because I felt guilty, because of fear, and due to a need to please others, like my family.

I don’t believe or view that decision as a mistake, from that choice I feel I was gifted with a beautiful and wonderful relationship with an amazing and patient woman, who gave me two daughters who I love to the ends of the world and who have certainly made my life worth living.

My family has been able to provide me with the strength that I needed to develop the emotional maturity that would later form the foundations of my confidence and acceptance.

Despite coming out when I was older, I have since found myself, I am now true to myself and I could never ask for anything more.

Candii Krush Dating Site – Worldwide


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Our main priority is to keep our members happy. Advanced technology and communication features give you instant access to millions of members worldwide and hundreds near to you.

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Unique Connection…


Beautiful this video… a must watch it will warm your heart … although, I have seen it before it always makes me tear up because it is simply beautiful

First appearing in the mainstream in 1958, attachment theory in psychology was pioneered by John Bowlby, a London-based psychiatrist who worked in a Child Guidance Clinic in London.

Bowlby’s hands-on experience led him to postulate on the importance of the child’s relationship with their mother in terms of developing cognitive and emotional functions.

Specifically, it shaped his belief about the link between early infant separations with the mother and later maladjustment and led Bowlby to publish his revolutionary theory.

Contrasting dramatically with other intellectuals of the time and the established status quo, Bowlby believed that children are born biologically pre-programmed to form attachments with others.

The motivating factor is pure Darwinism– this attachment will help them to survive and thrive.

The survival instincts include crying and smiling with the immediate goal of stimulating caregiving responses from their parents.

As opposed to other theories of the day, Bowlby stressed that determinant of attachment is not food, but care and responsiveness.

This is, of course, was met with widespread opposition and is still attacked by academia to this day.

Equally interesting, Bowlby’s theory placed paramount importance on early childhood attachment to parents.

In his research, he established that the critical period for developing an attachment was between birth and five years.

The consequences of not developing an attachment during this period were dire in his view.

Specifically, the child would suffer from several permanent developmental consequences, namely inability to regulate anger and reduced intelligence.

 

bowlby's Theory

Although it is unknown how well versed Bowlby was with Ancient Greek notions of love, but his attachment theory has all the hallmarks of a storge-influenced concept.

Ideas of commitment to children, community and the sense of security all central to storge ideology are present in Bowlby’s work. Equally important, attachment theory is also grounded in the type of love that binds families together an idea that the unity of the group remains complete and unbreakable.

Again, this is highly consistent with the ideas of the Ancient Greeks when it came to parental love.

 

Unconditional Love:

Notions of unconditional love and storage go hand-in-hand, despite the former being a relatively new phenomenon in the world of parenting.

Let’s take a step back here to fully understand the link though. It is easy and convenient for parents to openly declare to love their children unconditionally.

However, when children test the limits of parental love through acts of disobedience, defiance, and disrespect, this notion can be challenged, at face value at least.

According to psychologists, the dominant parenting approach practiced in the US was more conditionally based until the 1960s. The key keeping this order was rooted in fear.

But times have changed, and so have parenting styles, which have embraced unconditional love in both name and principle.

The textbook definition of raising a child with unconditional love is typically based on the idea that no fear is brought into parent-child interactions, from discipline to major arguments.

Further examination and subjective analysis define to love unconditionally as the ability of parents accepts their children completely and without restrictions or stipulations.

And yes, this need for unconditional love begins at conception and grows and grows.

The idea that storge necessitates certain familial loyalties, responsibilities, duties, and entitlements links it directly with the unconditional love of parenting.

Think of the expression “blood is thicker than water” and storge and unconditional love associated with parenting become basically synonymous.

 

strength of a family

 

Furthermore, academics also believe that a practice of more unconditional love will benefit children in the longer-term and encourage them to do their best and achieve the highest level of which they are capable.

Again, this complies with storge notions of duty and responsibility to one’s family and one’s self.

Interaction and your child’s mental health:

  • If storge love is an instinctual love, it ultimately guides your interactions with your children.
  • Over the past half-century numerous groundbreaking papers have reinforced the idea that the mental health of children depends on the way parents interact with them, hence the importance of following natural parental instincts rather than ego based responses.
  • Psychologists have long debated the correct way to interact with children, and through their interactions have identified four methods.

Within the context of exploring the link between parent-child interaction and storge, we will focus on two extremes.

Firstly, type-A parenting is characterized by high control and low on warmth interactions towards children.

This style stems from the idea that by instituting discipline a child will become a functional adult.

While driven by the kind of parental love bucketed into the storge category and linked closely with the philosophy’s focus on family responsibility and duty, type-A interaction generally runs counter to this idea.

Children of type-A parents often fail to develop characteristics such as self-confidence and independence and thus fail to achieve what is expected of them by parents.

Secondly, and more in line with the storage principle of parental love and support is type-D parenting. In psychological circles, this style is characterized as high on control and high on warmth.

Taking a step back, parents with who favor overt expressions of love demonstrate a high love of unconditional love to their children.

Looking at this style more holistically, this type of parenting can distinguish between the child as a person and the child’s actions, decisions and attitudes.

This is a classic type –D parent. To ensure the continuity of a functional family unit, these parents are extremely consistent in their interactions with their children.

Rarely do they confuse children with the erratic behavior of punishing them one today and rewarding them another day for the same behavior.

Irrespective of the event, the key takeaway here is that when the child is punished for his and her behavior, self-worth remains intact.

The child doesn’t feel rejected, rather accepted for who they are.

It is here where the link with storage can be articulated.

Adopting a controlled yet loving parenting style, the storge precepts of a sense of security and emotional refuge are established.

As a result of this style of parenting the child has a sense of belonging to a family unit wholeheartedly and a sense of the permanence of love, also another storge trait.

 

 

Through the lens of mental health, a withdrawn, draconian style can have dire consequences for children.

Feelings of total rejection brew in children, as a result, leading to intense loneliness and misery, and most un-surgically, isolation.

Other mental health conditions such as depression, self-harm and suicide spike under parenting styles high on control and low on warmth.

Parent and child love will continue to arouse intense debate, new theories, and explanations.

While the answer to the strength and immediacy of this bond might eventually be proven by science or psychology, the most logical answer is more than likely to be based in a philosophical argument.

 


Easy how to Video for Enema’s


Healthy, easy way to clean your A$$-hole so to speak 🙂

 

 

 

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Dating and Kissing Guide 


The Dating Scene Photo

Firstly, on the bottom of this post, there is a really good video (Nicole Kidman is hilarious but, the kissing for the first time video)

What a fantastic thing to do… kiss and see where it goes hot or what?

I would do that easily well, not easily but, if I was to do something for the first time that would be the ticker…

So, moving along Enjoy Candii x

How to Date

 


How to Kiss

Keep Fresh Breath & Lips

  • Brush your teeth twice a day. Once in the morning and once at night time.
  • If you have just eaten or your breath smells throughout the day, use mints or refreshing chewing gum that you can easily spit out.
  • Use lip balm rather than lip gloss or lipsticks. Lip Balm will offer a smooth sensual kiss. Lip gloss is sticky and can get everywhere. If you choose to wear lipstick, the lipstick could rub off all of your kissing partners. sing a lip product may let them know you might be ready to be kissed.

Give Signals

  • If there are too many people around and that makes you feel uncomfortable ensure you are in a private location.
  • Kiss the side of his cheek which lets him know you may want a kiss on the cheek.
  • Hold their hand.
  • Move hair away from their face.
  • Longingly look up into his/her eyes.
  • Look down at his/her lips.
  • Smile encouragingly.
  • Lick your lips and bite your lower lip whilst looking at them.
  • Slowly move your face into his/her for a kiss.
  • Place your hands behind his/her neckline and play with their hair.
  • Let him/her know you want to be kissed by saying something like “Can you kiss me?” Some people are unaware of social cues and will not kiss you if you don’t ask.

How To Kiss

  • Look into his eyes so you are connecting with them.
  • Look at where his/her lips are to ensure you a heading towards the right direction.
  • Keep your lips soft and not excessively open. Move your lips into a comfortable position on theirs, apply some pressure and go slow. The first kiss should go for above 3 seconds but not above 20 seconds.
  • Don’t do anything elaborate like a French kiss. You will need some practice with normal kissing.
  • If you feel uncomfortable stop what you are doing immediately and let them know that you feel uncomfortable. Sometimes people use kisses to begin dry humping, pelvis grinding or groping.

How To Love Yourself


Enjoy Love Candii xx

Woman Making A Decision

 

When learning about how to love yourself you will need to create a list of the things that you like about yourself.

This list is what you will use as the foundation to accept who you are at this very moment.

With this guide you will learn how to reduce negative interactions in your lifestyle including bad thinking patterns, it will let you confront your bad past and forgive yourself.

You will then learn how to do something every day for yourself but you will need to be open to change and be honest with yourself.

 

Make A List Of What You Love About Yourself

It is a good idea to start off making a list of what you really love about yourself both mentally and physically.

Mentally:

Personal character is an important aspect in our daily lives, we use it when we interact and communicate with other people.

Some questions you may want to ask yourself which impact your personal characteristics may include:

 

Physically:

People’s physical appearance changes throughout their time depending on their diet and physical fitness. Physical appearance is an important aspect which impacts a person’s self-confidence.

Take a piece of paper and write down what you like about your physical body. To do this, you can start by performing a body scan.

Begin the scan at the very top of your head and work your way down to your feet. Some questions you may want to consider when analysing your face may include:

  • Do you like your skin tone, hair colour or eye colour?
  • Do you like the shape of your face?
  • Do you like your freckles, wrinkles, birthmarks, scars or other features which makes you unique?

 

Some questions you may want to consider when analysing your body may include:

  • Do you like your body structure?
  • Do you like how toned your body is?
  • Do you like your height?
  • Do you like your posture?

 

Accept What Is

In order to be happy with yourself, you need to begin by accepting who you are.

The truth is, there is over 7.422 billion people in the whole world, that is a lot of people!

There are just so many people in the world who you are able to compare yourself to.

There will always be someone bigger, stronger or faster unless you are a Guinness World Record Holder and have an official award for being the best of the best.

Your judgement on the way you feel about your personal character and how you physically look is impacted by how you’ve been raised, your peer group, what is advertised in the media, what religion you follow and your culture.

If you do not follow a particular standard you will feel like you will always have something to improve.

There is a famous poem known as the Serenity Prayer by American theologian Reinhold Niebuhr which is used by the Alcoholic’s Anonymous Groups which says “Grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and have the wisdom to know the difference”.

There are multiple versions of this poem but they all have the same meaning.

Its meaning translates so that people are reminded to use courage and wisdom when they are making important decisions, they are two personality traits highly valued within society.

Courage is the term that is used for someone who is actively facing their struggles or fears, someone who is in the ring fighting for what they are able to improve and change within their lives.

Whilst wisdom is the knowledge and good judgement to do what is best. We use our courage and wisdom to impact our lives in a positive manner.

For example, if we have eaten an unhealthy diet, we research how to improve our diet and then take the steps needed to become eat healthier.

 

Woman In Cardigan Thinking About Self Love

 

Don’t Worry About What Others Think

There are certain things in our life that we can’t change like traumas or bad experiences, there are aspects of our personalities which can remain ingrained and you cannot change how another person thinks about you.

If you are always worried about what another person thinks and you are trying to change your interactions with them to suit their personality you in effect are not being true to who you are.

You cannot change how another person thinks and we also have no right to know what another person thinks.

Sometimes a person disliking you can be as simple as they may not like someone with your name, your age, gender, religion, sexuality, race/ethnicity, education or maybe they just get a bad vibe from you without any reason at all.

If a person’s judgements of you are petty and are not based upon any factual evidence, reason or actual experience, it is considered to be a type of prejudice. This means someone has formed a bias opinion of you.

They may change how they interact with you by avoiding interactions or negatively communicate with you with passive aggressive undertones.

Although we live in a modern multicultural society a lot of these thinking patterns have shifted to more positive views of acceptance.

It is often considered that what other people think of another person, can appear as reflections of their own values, belief systems and experiences.

In a sense, what they think about you will openly show you who they are, what they think of you isn’t actually about you but is about them.

 

Remove Negatives From Your Life

If you keep on doing the same things and interacting with the same people, you will find that you will experience a repetitive pattern.

Though if you are continuously finding yourself in negative situations you have to find what you are doing and change it.

 

Reduce Negative Interactions

– Reduce The Number Of Toxic People You Interact With: 

  • You may find yourself being brought down by an individual who will make you feel bad about your actions or personality to make themselves feel better about who they are.
  • You may feel like your actions are made with reason and knowledge, you should consider breaking contact with the person.
  • If they haven’t stopped bringing you down after you have let them know how you feel about the way they speak to you, it is reasonable to believe that they may not change and will continue to interact with you in the same way.
  • If you find that the toxic person is a family member, you are able to reduce the amount of time you spend with them and ensure that when you see them, you have other people around you to support your interactions.

– Create and Implement Boundaries:

  • Boundaries are important within all types of relationships whether it is a romantic attachment, a family member or at work.
  • If someone has overstepped a boundary you are able to let them know that they have with a statement which clearly tells them why and how.
  • For example, if someone has asked about your personal relationship you can say something which is clear and concise like “I keep the details of my romantic relationship private.”

– Develop Rapport And Friendships With Positive People: 

  • If you are finding that you do not have a lot of positive people in your life, take a step out of your comfort zone and begin searching for new friendships and relationships.
  • With the development of modern technology, there are websites which are dedicated for people to find others who likeminded are.
  • For example, you can find community events in your local newspaper, you can join a meetup group or you can join a local club.

 

Man In Meditative Pose

 

Stop Bad Thinking Patterns

– Stop Thinking About The What Ifs:

  • People who are living in the past often remind themselves what they could have done to change or improve the situation.
  • They may say “What if I had done this?” or “What if I didn’t do that?”.
  • This makes a person focus on living in the past rather than living in the moment.
  • They are not actively engaged how they can improve their current lifestyle but instead are invested in something which may have not gone to plan.
  • If you change the question to “What can I do to improve my current situation?” You will be able to come up with healthier alternatives which you are able to work on.

– Learn How To Meditate:

  • There are different types of ways to meditate.
  • Meditation can bring you back to the present moment and allow you to experience what is happening around you.
  • To begin meditating, you can download an application like “Headspace: Guided Mediation” or you can listen to free meditation guides on YouTube.
  •  Some people invest time in learning Taoist sexual practices that incorporate yoga and qigong.

– Do More Of What You Enjoy:

  •  You may be thinking to yourself “I wish I played tennis more” or “I wish I saw my family more”.
  • If you find yourself wishing you did more things which you enjoyed like a hobby or interest you will naturally be able to feel more positive about how you are living your life as your time is going to something which you find of value.
  • If you find that people in your relationships do not want to participate in your hobby, you should try doing it by yourself!
  • Although it can be scary at first, you are doing the one thing that you love or you can join your local club who will do the hobby with you.

– Sex Improves Wellbeing: Engaging in healthy sex can help improve wellbeing. It boosts mood and immune system. It also acts as a natural stress reliever.

 

Getting Stuck In The Negatives:

 

Change Your Environment

– Move Apartments Or Houses: 

  • If you find that your neighbourhood does not reflect the way you wish to live or negatively impacts your mental health when you have the means to move apartment or houses you are able to choose a new community which may give you a healthier and more optimistic outlook to your life.

– Change Jobs: 

  • If you are struggling with being stagnant in your job or find other aspects of your job draining, you are able to search for a new company that may better suit your work ethics.

– Become An Active Member Of The Community:

  • It can be as simple as opening up the local newspaper and reading up on volunteering jobs that are currently available.
  • They may need someone to drive elderly people to the shops to help them buy groceries or maybe they need people to volunteer at a fun run.
  • You are also able to donate blood which will save lives!
  • Find a community service activity which suits your interests which will allow you to feel part of the society that is around you.

 

Confront Your Bad Past & Forgive Yourself

The past can follow us like a monster that is under the bed.

Everyone has a past, people make mistakes and it is a part of being human.

Mistakes provide the building blocks of self-improvement because they can be the reasons why you gain the motivation to become a better person.

We, in turn, are our own worst critic, which means we can talk so negatively towards ourselves that we can be our worst own enemy.

Maybe you have hurt a person who you have loved by not being there for them when they needed it the most, maybe you have made a choice which at the time you thought you were doing something positive but it impacted people negatively.

The thing which you have down has had a negative impact on someone’s life and you have done your best to help solve the situation.

If you feel like you have done your best and there is nothing else that you can do to make the situation better, you need to let your bad past go and begin the process of forgiving yourself.

They often say that people need to understand the bad and the good. With the knowledge that people are able to do both, it is ultimately the choice of making positive decisions and doing something which impacts your personal lifestyle for the better.

A good example of this is a locksmith who understands how to pick open a lock.

This knowledge allows the locksmith to open a door without damaging the construction.

The locksmith has the ability to open up the doors to people’s homes without their knowledge and has the option to steal their belongings.

But rather than doing something which is illegal the locksmith uses his or her ability to become an expert in their field, with the knowledge they are able to earn a living which he or she will use to build a life.

To confront your bad past, it is recommended to talk to a mental health professional like a psychologist or psychiatrist who can talk you through the process and help you develop behaviour and coping skills which will help you learn to rebuild your life.

 

Do Something Every Day For Yourself

You don’t need to do something grandiose every day, like replacing your entire wardrobe or going on a fabulous holiday to the Bahamas.

Take life a day at a time and a moment at a time. Doing something every day for yourself can be as simple as:

– Taking Time To Look At The Small Things: 

  • When you are walking down the road, through the office or when you’re at home take a moment to notice something which you may often overlook.
  • For example, when we go for a walk we can take the opportunity to look at the sky, notice the colour, take note of how quick the clouds are moving and what shapes they are.
  • When you are in a park, watch the flow of the wind touching the grass or the happy face of a dog on his or her walk. Sometimes our busy lifestyles make us forget that we are often surrounded by things which can bring much more positivity into our life.

– Smile More: 

  • There is science behind why smiling impacts our mental health positively. Smiling releases natural chemicals into our brains like neuropeptides which help to relieve daily stress.
  • When we smile we receive neurotransmitters like dopamine, endorphins (a natural painkiller) and serotonin which help to lower people’s blood pressure.

– Give Yourself Some Personal Time:

  • Set aside some time each day which allows you some personal time away from people and social media.
  • You don’t have to have an agenda or a reason why you need some alone time.
  • During this time you are able to think about the things that you would like to get from your life.
  • Sometimes people enjoy taking a long shower which will allow your muscles to unwind.

– Learn New Information Or Skills: 

  • Read a book, do some educational exercises and feed your brain with a wealth of knowledge.
  • It will keep your brain active and also give you new information to talk about with people you will meet.

– Develop A Routine: 

  • Get prepared for the day ahead, plan what you would like to do and set aside what you would like to wear.
  • This way when you wake up in the morning you have your day scheduled.
  • This means you have begun your day on a positive note which will set the rest of the day with a good start.
  • Routine reduces anxiety, it builds confidence that you know what you are doing and other people know what you are doing.

 

Embrace Change Written In Sand

 

Be Open To Change

Change is inevitable, it always happens.

Trends come and go, people become wiser and more mature and there is new technology being developed on a daily basis.

If we did not have change we would not be able to work efficiently as a society and we would still have harsh laws.

– Understand That Changes Is A Naturally Occurring Process:

  •  Change happens.
  • If it weren’t for change the human race would not have made cars or invented forks, knives and spoons to use for eating.
  • Change is a part of our history and culture.

– Change Means Things Are Able To Improve: 

  • The change means that we are able to progress and advance as a human race for a better future. It provides people with the opportunity to work together as a community.

– Change Can Be Unknown:

  •  Change provides people with a new life experience.
  • Although the experience may be new at first it will feel more normal over time.

– Change Can Transform People:

  • Change can provide a new outlook towards life.
  • It can be just what they need to motivate and inspire to enhance their lifestyle choices.

– Change Can Give Your More Choices:

  •  Change may mean you have more time to do things you love or give you new ways to finish an activity.

– The Adjustment To Change Can Time Take:

  • Accepting change can take some time to process and it doesn’t always happen overnight. It might not be something you are comfortable with straight away.

 

Be Honest With Yourself

You should look at self-evaluation as a tool which will help you solve problems within your life.

If we cannot openly face the true reality of a situation of who we are, we are overlooking a crucial aspect of self-improvement which does not allow us the opportunity to change anything within our lifestyle.

When you think of anything which is negative you should also say to yourself, “How can I improve the things that I don’t like about myself?”

  • You should talk to yourself about how you would a close friend.

 

We often don’t realise that we treat ourselves and the way we self-talk to ourselves is so negative, we often don’t stop to think, would we talk to a friend like that?

  • You should ask yourself “If we wouldn’t talk to a friend like that, why are we talking to ourselves like that?” When we speak to ourselves we should talk with self-compassion and kindness.

When you are performing a self-evaluation you should begin with a small aspect of your life this way the exercise does not become too overwhelming.

If you do an overall self-evaluation you should list heading for the different topics that you would like to change and work through a topic at a time.

Do not overwhelm yourself with too many changes, you can progress as slowly as you need to.

People make progress differently to others so if you find that others progress quicker than you are, don’t be worried.

You will need to define what you would like to work towards:

  • How should you be spending your time?
  • What is your short-term goal?
  • What is your long-term goal?
  • What can you do to actively work towards these goals?

These goals will give you something which will motivate and inspire you.

 


What is Love?


Love is a kind of chemical reaction, so you could never tell why it happens and you could never try to stop it by your own will. Love must have existed a long time before human beings developed language.

People always want to find a definite answer about what is love, so they keep asking each other and themselves. However, there is no person who can define what love is.

Every person has his or her own understanding of love, and a single person’s understanding of love may differ by time.

Love is a general feeling of deep caring that does not change (although the form of expressing it may alter).

I do not believe that we can force ourselves to love or not to love someone. We have the capacity to love many people.

For example, you can love your children, parents, friends, and ex-spouse.

 

what is love

 

Being “in love” with someone means that you feel a deep caring, you desire them sexually, and you want to spend lots of time with them.

If you truly love them, then you may change the latter two but you will always feel the deep caring.

On the contrary, like is specific and changeable.

Have you noticed that there are things that you liked in a person before but do not any more or vice versa?

  • You can experience both loves and like simultaneously since they are different feelings.

It is important to be able to say to someone, “I love you, and I don’t like what you are doing (be specific).”

This is especially important to children so that they do not get the wrong impression when you are angry.

They need a clear message that you love them (then they can feel lovable), and you do not like their behavior (then explain why).

Also, telling your children or anyone else, “If you loved me you would ____.,” is not love. It is a way of trying to manipulate or to control them because of your fears or concerns.

 

 

I have discovered that we all want to be loved, and to love.

That is, we all desire to be deeply cared about and to care about others.

True love is unconditional.

No matter what you or another person says or does, express your love and then deal with the specific disliked behavior.

What the world needs now is lots of love which is the opposite of fear.

Accept your and others’ differences.


Take the time to love yourself and others unconditionally, spread deep caring-that is the key to loving relationships and to a loving world.

There are certain characteristics we show when we are in love.

Selfless behavior shows that you are not just thinking about yourself, but that you’re also concerned about your partners’ needs as well.

You will be concerned about your partner’s growth in life, and become more supportive and understanding, even if you feel like being critical.

You will have a desire to forgive, and realize that no one is perfect in life.

Your love grows when you are able to focus on the good things about someone.

You will see both the positive and the negative side of someone, but you will love them no matter what.

When your partner does that little thing that irritates you, it will be easier to look past it.

You will realize that it’s not worth getting angry over and causing a scene.

Love allows for anger but in a controlled manner.

Love is about being able to compromise. If emotional pain was caused you’re allowed to let your partner know when they have done wrong.

Love is about caring and showing affection and intimacy towards the other person. You will have a romantic desire towards your partner, not a lustful desire.

With a romantic desire to be intimate and affectionate towards your partner, an emotional bond will grow between the two of you. It will become stronger over time and will bring you closer together.

What Does It Feel Like To Be In Love:-

 

Love is built on mutual interest, care, trust, and respect.

You will have a desire to be committed to your partner in any type of situation, such as one where infidelity may be a temptation.

Or even when faced with negative comments from others about your partner.

Your commitment will allow you to be faithful and true to your partner, and you will be willing to stick up for them at all costs.

It is important to realize that love is about expecting to give, not expecting to get.

You don’t have to buy your partner something nice every day, but you can do nice things for them often. Something as simple as a romantic dinner at home.

Give them a message with candles lit around the room.

The desire to give will make you feel great about yourself, and most importantly make your partner feel great.

A relationship grows successfully when both partners commit to behaving in a loving manner, through continual and unconditional giving.

Not only saying “I love you” but also showing it.

We experience love as a feeling, and express it as an action.

The thing that ultimately maintains our love and happiness in life is the energy that we get from inside ourselves.

Deep inside us is a wellspring of energy that is very strong in some people but very weak in others. Without that wellspring of energy, you may find it hard to continue on in the face of many problems and challenges in your life.

You may get discouraged or hurt very easily and find that you no longer feel the same way about your loved one that you initially felt.

Your first impulses of love may fade and your happiness may begin to wane.

 

 

A lot of things can aggravate the negative feelings that we have inside ourselves and we may think that the person we love is “no longer the same” or “doesn’t care about us anymore”.

You may begin to feel that everything is hopeless and fail to see any light at the end of the tunnel. Something has gone wrong and you don’t know what it is.

The problem that has befallen you is that you never found that wellspring inside of yourself but wrongly imagined it to be coming from someone else.

You were happy for a while but you didn’t really know why.

Those feelings of love and happiness weren’t coming from the other person!

You thought they were but, actually, they were coming from inside of you!

It’s true!

They were coming from inside of you!

Once that person begins to appear commonplace and boring, the feeling you had begins to fade.

You no longer feel the great feelings of love that were actually coming from inside of you to start with.

You decided to turn them off. Instead, you covered them up again and all you felt was a sense of darkness.

Real happiness comes from a heart that is so filled with genuine love that nothing on the outside can really affect it in any lasting way.

There are rare people who have practiced many techniques and teachings and learned to overcome their fears and their negative emotions to find a wellspring of energy inside them which is the real place that love and happiness come from.

If you are feeling discouraged or in need of an answer, look inside yourself for that wellspring and learn to face your fears and your challenges each day so that, over time, you will overcome the many problems that face you each and that face each and every one of us in life.

Life is a long road with many challenges and the winners learn to lift up their heads and go on even in the hardest of times.

Love and happiness are what make this world worthwhile, so let’s keep our head up and learn to be the person in charge of our own destiny.

We are truly the ones who are in charge and we can make it an award-winning movie that everyone will pay to see!

 

Falling In Love

 

 

Two people who genuinely love each other may fall in love because of the burning desire and passion to be with each other or to live close to each other.

Finding love is a tricky sentiment.

There are some things that feel like love, but they are too much exterior to be the real thing. “Real love takes time and doesn’t take place overnight”.

Love is never logical or easy. People fall under the spell of love for many reasons.

Opposites can attract, and while it may seem unusual to the outside world, you can be completely wrapped up and oblivious.

When you find love it can make anything seem potential and possible to do.

Deep within us, there seems an emptiness that not even a hundred lovers could fill, yet there still is an expectation. Your dreams can come true.

True love is so precious and valuable that it is said, “True love is not something that comes every day, follow your heart, it knows the right answer”.

True love can take time to grow, or it can evolve in the pair’s first encounter.

When 2 hearts gather for the first time a lot of magical things can happen.

There are stories of an eye-to-eye spark, this is when you are overcome with excitement by just looking at someone across a room, and this also can evolve into true love.

There are two kinds of sparks, the one that goes off with a hitch like a match, but it burns quickly.

The other is the kind that needs time, but when the flame strikes… it’s eternal, don’t forget that.

After first sight, the two people will ultimately have to talk to each other.

If you don’t feel that certain spark it’s probably not meant to be.

Most couples who have spent a significant amount of time building their relationship with each other eventually fall in love. It’s a natural evolution of their bond.

But, it’s also an indefinable stage that is often difficult to identify. Millions have asked themselves, “Am I in love with my partner?”

  • Some are confused by what that means.
  • Others misinterpret harmful emotions (for example, jealousy and obsession) as love.

 

Understanding The True Nature Of Love:-

Often it’s easier to define love based upon what it isn’t.

A lot of people mistakenly think that certain emotions they’re feeling represent love. For example, lust is commonly thought to signify something more than it is.

Or, one partner may be so passionate about the other than physical or emotional abuse occurs in the relationship. Neither instance signifies love.

When you love somebody, the feeling transcends the physical.

You feel attached to the other person in a way that you don’t feel with others.

The level of physical and emotional commitment is greater than with anyone else.

And while love translates into intimacy, the willing vulnerability to which you expose yourself to your partner dwarfs that which you experience in all other relationships.

 

Trust Grows:-

While love can encompass a myriad of qualities, mutual trust is one of the most important.

And it expands much further than simply trusting that your partner won’t cheat physically. In this context, it means that you trust your partner implicitly.

You trust that he or she will not betray you or the relationship on a physical or emotional level.

As your love grows, so too does your level of trust.

Eventually, that trust reaches the point at which you’re unable to even conceive of your partner betraying you.

 

Intimacy Issues:-

 

intemacy issues

Intimacy issues plague many couples.

But, it’s important to understand what true intimacy is.

And it’s equally important to realize that issues surrounding it don’t necessarily preclude love.

For many couples, a lack of physical intimacy may be a problem, though they love and trust each other implicitly.

  • Issues involving emotional intimacy are often more severe.

For example, an emotional disconnection can be a warning sign that love is waning.

  • A lack of communication may also represent deeper issues.

 

Signs That You’re In Love:-

So, how do you know when you’re in love? Unfortunately, it’s often hard to tell because it involves two people so deeply on various physical and emotional levels.

That said, there are signs. For example, if your partner is late, your initial reaction may be a concern for their safety.

Or, you may begin to miss them horribly when they’re away.

Also, small things may constantly remind you of your partner.

 

Enjoying Your Partner:-

A true manifestation of love is found in the level of commitment, trust, physical and emotional intimacy, and mutual attachment that you enjoy with your partner.

It’s a confluence of several factors and any one factor does not, in and of itself, represent love.

Some claim that loving your partner is more than mere emotion.

It is, in effect, a choice that you make.

And that choice helps to sustain the relationship during times when any one of the above factors falters.

In the end, falling in love is about enjoying your partner on a level that no other person can hope to experience.

It’s about being vulnerable, yet trusting.

It’s about sharing yourself physically and emotionally, knowing that the commitment will be reciprocated. Falling in love is a natural progression toward a lifetime with your partner.

Better Men’s Health: Prostate Massagers


Prostate Massagers For Medical Purposes

The Symptoms Of Prostate Cancer?

The statistics on prostate cancer are alarming.

In America alone, there are 160,000 + new cases every year with almost 30,000 deaths from cancer that hasn’t been caught in time.

When you break this down by country, the global statistics for prostate cancer records indicate that 1 in 8 men will develop prostate cancer.

It is routinely the second most common type of cancer that people will get after skin cancer.

Survival rates across the globe are very high when cancer has been caught though it rapidly decreases with the stage of the cancer being discovered at higher levels.

There are many approaches to the detection of prostate cancer being used, however, the only sure fire way is to get routinely tested once you become at risk, through aging.

 

Diagnosing Prostate Cancer Is In Our Hands And Is An Important Part Of Male Health And Sexuality

What Are The Symptoms Of Prostate Cancer?

The difficult thing about prostate cancer is despite it having many recognizable symptoms, not everyone develops the symptoms if any.

Therefore people could have prostate cancer and not realize it, or they might attribute the symptoms to resulting in something else and not seek treatment.

According to the Cancer Council in Australia, these are the symptoms that you need to be looking out for:

  • Difficulty in urination
  • Slow, and often interrupted the flow of urine
  • Frequent need to pass urine, especially at night
  • Incontinence

Now the above symptoms can indicate early stages of prostate cancer, but again it should be noted that not everyone will experience symptoms.

It is important to note that if your family has a history of prostate cancer, and you’re over the age of 50 – then you should notify your doctor to begin regular health check-ups.

More commonly symptoms present themselves in advanced stages of cancer and these symptoms can include:

  • Blood in the urine
  • Pain or aches during urination
  • Constant lower back or pelvic pain

These symptoms may also present themselves in other situations such as benign prostatic hyperplasia – which is defined as a non-cancerous growth on the prostate gland. If any of the above symptoms present themselves then you need to visit your GP.

Another difficult thing when it comes to the detection and prevention of prostate cancer is that there is no single definitive diagnostic test for prostate cancer that can detect it.

A combination of procedures is usually used which include a rectal examination such as a DRE (Digital Rectal Exam), as well as a PSA.

The prostate produces PSA levels in the body and an elevated PSA level might indicate prostate cancer, or it could be the source of a variety of other medical illnesses as well.

It will be important to have an open discussion with your doctor when it comes to this. From there you will have many options to effectively treat it, and your doctor will discuss with you a treatment plan for prostate cancer

There are however treatments available to decrease the risk of prostate cancer.

Repeated studies have demonstrated that men who ejaculate more than 4 times per week, and who are routinely sexually active enjoyed up to a 33% decrease in risk of developing prostate cancer.

Contrary to popular belief, the number of sexual partners had no effect on prostate cancer, and it was primarily due to the number of times that they were having sex per week which directly affected their risk.

 

Graph On The Male Reproductive System With Labelling

 

Prostate Massager Pleasure Guide For Men | Best Prostate Massagers

In the modern day and age, people sacrifice health for pleasure and vice versa.

In some few and rare instances where both ultimate pleasure and health are achievable, the individual will experience a whole new satisfaction in their life.

One of those instances includes using a prostate massager to stimulate the prostate. Not only will you experience mind-blowing stimulations/orgasms but there are also some key health benefits as well.

Previously anal sex in men was considered gay, dirty and taboo. Increasingly, anal sex is being utilized by straight couples and single men alike who understand that anal play is not intrinsically linked to the idea of being gay.

Using anal sex toys will not make you gay, this can be seen because there are many straight men that enjoy anal play, and there are many gay men that think anal sex is gross and they do not like it.

In part, it’s very easy to blame gay culture for the dislike of anal sex, but as a matter of fact, the dislike of anal play is not attributed to gender or sexuality, but more in terms of how you were brought up and the relationship between you and your body.

It is for this reason why a lot of men will discuss their latest hook up, but might not necessarily enjoy the idea of talking about their prostate and their health.

There are numerous underlying benefits of a male sex toy that performs a prostate massage and they are something that we cannot ignore.

By definition, the prostate is a gland that stores an essential component of semen and it is located at the penis root below the bladder.

It’s the size of a walnut.

Massaging the prostate will lead to the release of stagnant semen which consequently leads to the cleansing of your prostate.

When you fail to do this often the stagnant semen will result in the imminent build-up of bacteria which may lead to swelling.

A regular prostate massage has a variety of benefits to a person. Some of the benefits include:

  • reduction in the risk of some complications and diseases such as genital pain, prostatitis, and prostate cancer, urination during the night and erectile dysfunction which is mild during the early stages.
  • Additionally, the seminal fluid and its circulation are increased not to mention the overall improvement to erectile function from prostate massages.
  • The best part about this massage is that the benefits accrued are long term, and that’s not forgetting a wide array of other positive outcomes you are bound to get.

 

The Helix Syn And Packaging By Aneros Is The Perfect Prostate Massager And Male Pelvic Floor Muscle Exerciser

 

Prostate Massage Techniques Using a Prostate Massager

Some people have experimented prostate massage using their fingers.

They do this by first of all locating the prostate and manually stimulating it repetitively by moving their finger in a back and forth movement.

However, this can be a daunting task and the flexibility required might be difficult for some.

Prostate massages with the finger and individual are the most beneficial, to begin with.

The reason for this is that you can directly feel where your finger is, and you can learn as to where the prostate is.

Once you have located the prostate manually, then you can also do the same thing with the use of a specialized prostate massager that you can get from your couple-friendly adult store.

A correct prostate massage technique is what stands between being successful in it or not.

Being successful in it is a major aim and by reading on you will learn how to perform an effective prostate massage.

Incorrect massaging, even when done with a prostate massager, will lead to failure or dismal results.

In addition, you can pick up a severe injury. It has been shown that messages that are done by the individual are most effective due to the ability to apply the right amount of pressure to all areas around the prostate.

They can tell where the pressure is being applied, what the pressure feels like, and where to move the toy from there Moreover it’s a fairly simple and easy task and will save you money that you would have otherwise used on a professional.

For maximum effectiveness, you should put certain considerations into mind.

A finger can be somewhat effective in performing this message but its inability to effectively reach the entire prostate area rule sit as a possible candidate for this message.

The finger is best for learning where the prostate is, and where to apply the necessary pressure. You actually need something that can go the full length and give you total stimulation. This is where a prostate massager comes in handy.

 

 

If you’re looking to find the male g-spot, then this video will show you how.

By stimulating the male g-spot, also known as the prostate, you can effectively reduce your risk for developing prostate cancer.

Did we also mention that it feels absolutely amazing and can give you the most intense full-body orgasms of your life?

 

How To Go About It

At the onset of the message, ensure that you are well prepared. The first step is to go the toilet and try to empty your bowel as much as you can.

An empty bowel is best suited for this, and from there you will need to wait an hour or so and have a shower to ensure cleanliness.

However, if you find there is nothing much to empty then you are good to go. This bit will take practice and an acknowledgment of your body and its processes.

If you are particularly worried – then you will need to read a guide on how to douche properly and go from there.

Insert room temperature water into the douche, stand over the toilet and the shower and shake and release the water.

Repeat this two or three times or until the water comes out clean.

The next step is to ensure that you carefully unroll a fresh condom over the large end of the prostate massager and then lubricate it using a suitable lubricant such as the SuperSlyde Lubricant.

 

Get To The Flow In A Manner As Though You Want To Crawl.

Gently and slowly insert the well-lubricated massager 4 to 5inches into your anus. This is the recommended depth.

The prostate gland is usually located in that depth towards your belly, in other words in and up.

Apply soft pressure forward into the anus toward the gland in a slow and gentle manner. The gland is usually very tender and you can actually feel the tenderness when you touch it with the massager.

While ensuring that you maintain the pressure, slowly remove the massager about one and a half inches as though you were employing the use of a finger.

Note that this being the same procedure employed in the milking of the gland, some fluid is bound to come out and this should not catch you by surprise.

If this fluid comes out, it might feel like an intense and crazy orgasm, or it might feel like a ruined orgasm. A ruined orgasm occurs when stimulation is stopped or removed prior to ejaculation.

Many people have certain uncertainties and fears about this procedure. Some have the fear that it will harm them while some are a little bit skeptical of the benefits it will bring them.

However, if this massage is done properly then you have no cause for alarm. Many people have reported long-lasting, intense and multiple organisms from the use of prostate massagers.

When properly used you won’t have to continue being envious of fellow female counterparts’ ability to experience such intense sexual feelings multiple times because you will have the ability to do so as well.

The prostate gland being about the size of a walnut is usually very easy to feel. If you are feeling a very intense sensation when applying pressure and then find that the intensity fades away when you remove the pressure then you have most likely found the prostate gland.

The next cause of action is to release the pressure and slide the massager back into the anus and repeat the process with the number of times you are comfortable with.

 

Man Experiencing Intense Orgasm From Anal Play And Prostate Stimulation

 

If you’re using something like the Aneros prostate stimulator – then the goal is not to use the massager with your hands. Tensing and contracting the pelvic floor muscles will gently nudge the massager into place.

You will experience very intense sexual stimulation and feel very aroused as a result of this process.

This subsides after a short while. Do this 5-10 times. Embark on it again and apply gentle pressure on the gland and hold that spot with the massager for about 7 seconds and jiggle it then release it.

Relax for about then apply pressure gently hold it to a count of 7 jiggles it and then release then let go.

You are now done with the process. A very easy process indeed.

Behind Sex Pheromones – Mens Health


How Do Pheromones Help My Sex Life

The theory is that humans don’t actually have a lot of choices when it comes to sexual partners and that we are driven by chemicals, and hormones and the power of smell.

It’s been documented across the animal kingdom that a variety of animals and insects use the power of pheromones and chemicals to communicate with each other.

 

Couple Laying Down Staring Deeply Into Each Others Eyes With Love

 

Recent studies by Swedish scientists have concluded, through the use of brain imaging, that humans can also communicate through the power of smell.

Similarly to the way that people will subtly communicate visually through the expression of clothes, the indication of arousal through wearing sexy lingerie or outfits.

Further, men and women respond to certain smells in very different ways.

It’s long been debated as to whether humans subconsciously communicate with each other through the power of scent, and one of the strongest pieces of evidence thus far was concluded in 1998 with Martha McClintock where it was concluded that the menstrual cycles of women living together would synchronise as a result of the chemical messages that were being released by the body in the form of sweat.

Pheromone Sprays in nature are simply chemicals secreted by an animal with its main effects being the attraction of the opposite sex. Pheromones are also used to communicate messages between animals throughout the natural world, and including within plants.

The word itself has been derived from the Greek word and it means ‘to bear’.

They are an excreted or a secreted chemical meant to trigger a social response especially in members of the similar species.

Pheromone contains chemicals which act outside secreting individual’s body to affect the behaviour or physiology of the receiving personality.

 

 

Naturally, Pheromones are very volatile and odorous substances released by one animal and subsequently detected by another, causing some kind of physiological reaction.

Science has now developed laboratory produced Pheromone Spray’s whose reaction is affected by sexual activity, arousal and behaviour.

Though, it can also affect the level of aggression besides other diverse effects on the target animal or human being. Have you ever noticed that when you first start a new relationship that more people are hitting on you?

 

Easy Way To Increase Attractiveness | Sexy Colognes To Get You Laid

Pheromones sprays are marketed and synthesized to consumers as mixtures to increase sexual attractiveness.

Primarily, Pheromones are perceived through vomeronasal organ situated within the nose and research studies propose that they are excreted from several parts of the body, including the sweat glands, urine and saliva.

Pheromones are connected to a number of crucial stages in human lives ranging from breastfeeding to mate choice.

Research shows that breastfed newborns have the ability to distinguish between a breast pad worn by a stranger and one worn mother.

 

The Outcomes Of Wearing Pheromones:

Wearing Pheromones ensures powerful catalysts of sexual attraction.

As individuals secrete the chemicals by perspiration, they, in turn, get detected subconsciously by the brain, nose and nervous system.

In this case, about 10 % of men give off major amounts of sex appeal. Hence these men might not even look sexy, but through pheromone release, they send out powerful attraction signals.

Have you ever noticed a particular cologne worn by an ex and everyone that wears that cologne you instantly find somewhat arousing?

  • The cologne that even in a crowded room you can smell and it gets your heart racing, make you feel a little more passionate than usual, maybe a little flushed and flustered;
  • many colognes use types of pheromones and when you combine that with the emotions that you had for an ex they make a powerful combination.
  • This is how pheromones can work.

Males release pheromones throughout their hair and skin and both males and females excrete trace quantities of it via their urine.

Males excrete up to four and above times as much as women do.

This particular pheromone, produced by the adrenal glands of the two sexes is also found in sweat under their armpits. Besides, it is also present in and secreted by the sebaceous glands of the vagina and penis.

Studies also found that females secrete at least one other attracting pheromone from their vagina with the presence of copulin (pheromone present in these fluids) and that the appearance of these chemicals correlates with hormonal variations matching the changes in the female menstrual cycle.

 

Couple In New Relationship Produces Higher Levels Of Pheromones Making Them More Attractive To Other People

 

The Establishment Of New And Intimate Relationships

The study of the science of smell research is Osmology; it has determined that both men and women are mutually attracted to each other through selective chemical couriers called pheromones.

The pheromones stimulate sexual readiness, sexual desire, fertility, hormone levels and the deepest emotions.

Though it’s not just limited to the young or the heterosexual. Studies have shown that pheromones can help mature gay men on the dating scene and find love and long-lasting relationships.

These studies confirmed that pheromones are commonly used by several in the perfume industry.

Even though companies claim to use the compounds simply as a carrier of the fragrance but the added pheromones are likely to have the secretly seductive ingredient.

However, the issue is that some of these companies will use pheromones from animals, which may or not cause attraction in humans.

Because perfumes are basically marketed based upon their aptitude to appeal to the opposite sex, the pheromone sprays and perfumes combination make them perfect scents.

 

The Benefits Of Using Sex Pheromones And Sprays

What to expect when you use pheromones products. Using pheromones have reported a broad range of benefits;

  • A heightened state of ease and relaxation especially in social situations.
  • Enhanced confidence and working relationships.
  • More romantic relationships and the frequency of sexual intercourse.
  • Feeling happier and more attractive.
  • Less anxiety and Empowered.
  • Revved-up sex life and added frequency of dates.
  • Increased well-being sense.
  • Increased frequency of affectionate gestures.
  • Increases frequency of foreplay and more romantic partners.

Raised mood: 

  • Studies showed that both males and females who portray themselves as depressed testify an overall sense of positivity, well-being and energy, on wearing pheromones and that the therapeutic advantages of using human pheromones are now under clinical trials of their use to go further to alleviate mood disorders and panic attacks.

Increased working relationships: 

  • A reporter explores human pheromones tried them to personally see for himself the end results. Later he realized that he was making more eye contact with people of opposite sex and sending a message of confidence.

Sexual attractiveness:

  • In a study test on human pheromones, about 20 women obtained topically applied pheromones approximately three times a week.
  • The females receiving the pheromones show a significantly higher rate of sexual contact with males than a different control group.
  • The same study conducted with males had the same results, additional sexual contact with females than the males who applied the placebo spray.

 

Precautions And Safety

Pheromones sprays are usually considered safe and without no known side effects; nevertheless, they may cause biased unwanted effects.

For instance, the use of a pheromone formula might bring in the attraction of undesirable associates of the opposite sex.

Thus, careful and calculated use of the compounds should be exercised at all times.  However, it is also important to remember that not all commercially accessible formulations of pheromones products are equal!

Unluckily, the unprecedented attention in pheromones has spawned the industry of unscrupulous pheromone sellers with their worthless pheromone products to unsuspecting clients.

Whereby, a number of these companies still create fake product appraisal sites, written testimonials and videos. So don’t be tricked!

 

Man Spraying On Pheromones On His Bodies Warm Spots The Neck Behind The Ears And Wrists

 

Dosage And Timing

Common Perfumes may or may not have pheromones contents (since vendors are not needed to list them on the product tag).

Therefore, early applications may be tested in little dosages of 1 or 2 quick sprays. When pheromones are bought separately, they can be inserted to a favourite perfume or cologne in quantity recommended by the manufacturer.

Therefore, to heighten the sexual experience passion, pheromones may be applied strategically in erogenous zones just a moment before the encounter.

Also, they may be used to build up to sex, in which case they should be applied one hour or two beforehand and in case the desired effect is not observed, the amount can be amplified in small increments.

The scent of attraction is very factual and human pheromones spray play a powerful role.

For whoever wants to boost confidence and increase attractiveness to the opposite sex, human pheromones may be just what one is looking for.

Pheromones sprays have been demonstrated in a large number of organisms ranging from fish to mammals to amoebas, including primates.

However, the issue of whether human being olfactory signals exist has been in question with much debate. Whether or not pheromones work, one thing can be certain is they’ll definitely increase your confidence.

Men’s Diet For Better Sexual Performance


The truth is out.

Sex experts, cardiologists, and psychologists are in agreeance.

Your diet has a huge impact on your sexual performance and can help alleviate erectile dysfunction, and improve your sexual health when you’re consuming the right foods.

Any kind of food that benefits your heart can drastically improve your sexual performance, in this article, we will explore what kind of foods that you need to be eating to give you the sexual performance edge.

 

So let’s explore that foods are going to give you this edge. In the below list of foods, you’re going to find foods that you should include in a well-balanced menu that will help prepare your body and your mind for sensational performances in the bedroom.

Building upon this list, and changing your diet and lifestyle can give you the performance boost that you’ve been looking for, and let’s face it this could the easiest and tastiest way to boost your lifestyle in the ways that you need it the most.

Green Vegetables And Spinach Help With Blood Flow

Green Vegetables And Spinach Contain High Levels Of Magnesium And Are Recommended For Improved Sexual Performance By Mensextoys

 

It is well known that spinach and other green vegetables contain high amounts of magnesium.

This essential mineral is very important to human metabolism and is responsible for over 300 chemical reactions in the human system.

It’s also one of those minerals that are usually undereaten, American studies indicate that the average adult only gets half of their daily intake of magnesium, leaving many adults short of the recommended daily level and that’s even with taking vitamin supplements.

By increasing your consumption of leafy green vegetables, nuts and seeds and legumes, you can effectively reach your daily requirement of magnesium.

Why is magnesium necessary?

  • Magnesium, according to Japanese researchers, helps in the dilation of blood vessels. This increased dilation can have a positive impact on the male genitals and it can create greater arousal levels in both men and women through the increased level of blood being delivered to the genitals.
  • Other sources of magnesium include broccoli, Brussels sprouts, kale, cabbage, and Bok Choy – all of which contain very healthy amounts of the required mineral as well as containing our favorite sex nutrient – folate.

Folate is a healthy nutrient which is useful in the promotion of sperm viability. Increased levels of folate have been linked to the production of healthy sperm.

It’s also responsible for the maintenance of the heart and can decrease heart issues and cardiovascular diseases and can actively reduce the risk of stroke.


Unsweetened Tea And The Antioxidant Catechin

Iced Tea With Green Herbs For Relaxation Mind Focus And Promotion Of Blood Flow To The Penis For Stronger Erections

 

Unsweetened tea contains high levels of the antioxidant catechin. Catechin is responsible for the promotion of blood flow throughout the body and is useful for sexual prowess and brainpower.

It is a useful antioxidant for reducing blood pressure and cardiovascular disease and has often been linked to memory improvement, mood, and an increased ability to focus. Especially useful in green tea, which has also been linked to increasing the body’s ability to burn through fat.

Studies have shown that over a period of 3 months, people who regularly consumed tea showed an ability to reduce their body weight by over 5%. It is important to remember that it must be freshly brewed and that there are a number of additives in bottled tea which negate the effects.


Peaches And Other Forms Of Fruit

Watermelon With Peaches Will Improve Sperm Count And Sperm Motility For Sexual Health

 

If you’re looking to make your sperm count more potent, then you should look at eating such things as peaches, oranges, and grapefruits.

Studies have indicated that men who consume more than 200 milligrams per day of vitamin c have a significant increase in their sperm count and the motility of their sperm.

In a study conducted by the University of Texas – the consumption of vitamin c on a daily basis was found to significantly boost the quality of their sperm and in a later study, a small group of seemingly infertile men was able to become fathers after 2 months of vitamin c supplements.

Watermelon is also a good sex drive improver with watermelon being full of nutrients that are good for your heart and for sex. Studies, again by the University of Texas, showed that watermelon was converted into an amino acid called arginine which is responsible for the relaxation of blood vessels and often has the same effect as Viagra.

Consumption of watermelon can be useful in the treatment and prevention of erectile dysfunction.


Eggs

Poached Eggs With Avocado On Toast Daily Will Help Improve Your Sex Life

 

Eggs aren’t the most seductive of foods, but they are incredibly healthy for you. Eggs are actually extremely rich in vitamins B6 and B5 which are beneficial for balancing hormone levels, the easing of stress and a healthy libido.

In terms of calorie counts, eggs deliver the best usable protein content of any other food including beef and other meats.

They are also essential foods to be used for weight loss thanks in part to their protein level and the levels of B12 that they have. The B12 vitamin is responsible for the breaking down of fat according to numerous health and wellness studies.

In fact, the International Journal of Obesity found that people who ate eggs five days a week lost 65% more weight than those that didn’t.


Red Wine And Lean Red Meat

Beef Steak In Red Wine Sauce With Glass Of Red Wine For Enhancing Sexual Performance

 

When it comes to meat and wine the Italians have it made.

It’s, therefore, no surprise then that Italian researchers looked at the benefits of red wine and steak when it comes to sexual performance.

The Italian researchers discovered that the antioxidants and alcohol that are present in the wine can assist with the triggering of the production of nitric oxide in the blood.

Nitric oxide helps the arteries to relax and therefore will increase the blood flow to the genitals. Just ensure that you’re limiting yourself to a small glass or two, as too much wine can have an adverse effect on sexual performance.

If you’re not a drinker – then consider getting some dark grape juice which has almost the same levels of benefits that drinking wine can provide you.

When it comes to meat – you’ll find that lean red meat contains healthy amounts of zinc. Zinc is a mineral which limits the production of prolactin in the body.

Prolactin, at high levels, can severely limit sexual performance, and surprisingly it is one chemical that is released post orgasm to allow the body time to recover for a second session.


Nuts And Seeds

Almonds And Pumpkin Seeds Contain Healthy Minerals Which Will Help Men Perform Better In Bed

 

Pumpkin seeds, sunflower seeds, almonds, peanuts, walnuts, and pretty much all other nuts contain monounsaturated fats.

This specific type of fat helps in the production of cholesterol, an essential component of sex hormones.

Walnuts are the perfect sex building love snack. Not only do they look like male testicles, complete with a vulva like a nut inside, but they are high in protein and filling fiber.

They are a very important heart healthy, calorie dense, treat.

If you’re looking to reduce your level of unhealthy cholesterol, then the best kind of nut that you can eat are pistachios.

Whereas Brazillian nuts are the richest in selenium – a mineral that is often linked to the reduction of prostate and colon cancers.

Pecans can deliver the highest amount of antioxidants of any nut and the addition of them to your snack plate can reduce your risk of cancer, Alzheimer’s as well as heart diseases.


Fatty Fish

We mentioned earlier that whatever food is good for your heart is also good for your sex life and sexual function.

There are few foods that benefit your heart more so than fatty kinds of fish such as salmon, mackerel, sardines, and tuna, and these fish should feature on your eating plan at least once a week.

Fish are responsible for omega 3 fatty acids such as DHA and EPA and these will help raise your dopamine levels throughout the week.

Dopamine is linked to the triggering of arousal, and it will suffer the most during stress, anxiety, and depression. By raising your dopamine levels you can be well on your way to a healthy and active sex life.

Fatty fish also have anti-inflammatory properties and can fight blood clots, as well as leading to improved brain function and fighting off dementia.

Fish is one of the many foods that also contain the amino acid L-arginine, and this is a chemical which is responsible for the production of nitric oxide in the body.

Considering that Nitric Oxide is important for erections, and indeed one of the critical components, then you should definitely be including more fish into your diet.


Oatmeal And Other Whole Grains

Oatmeal With Bananas And Berries Will Help Men Improve Their Sexual Performance

 

Do you know how to naturally increase the level of testosterone in your body?

  • We didn’t either, and one of those ways is through the consumption of oatmeal. This is an essential male hormone and it plays a very critical role in the male sex drive, strength of orgasm and erection performance.
  • It should be noted that it has numerous benefits for women as well!

Oats, like many of the other foods in this list, have high amounts of L-arginine, which is often used in the treatment of erectile dysfunction through helping the blood vessels relax and aid with dilation.

Oatmeal and other whole grains have the added benefit of being slow-burning, complex carbohydrates that won’t be responsible for sending your sugar levels through the roof.

Before your next session, try eating a bowl of oatmeal with bananas, fresh berries and a drizzle of natural honey.


Oysters And Shellfish

Oysters Have Incredible Aphrodisiac Qualities And Are High In Zinc Recommended By Men Sex Toys For Better Sexual Performance

 

Oysters are well known for their aphrodisiac qualities, though raw oysters do actually provide benefits to sexual function.

Oysters hold one of the highest levels of zinc per any group of food. Zinc is believed to help the libido through the increase of testosterone, which can increase levels of desire.

Zinc is said to be crucial to the development of healthy sperm and increased blood circulation.

You don’t necessarily need to eat a lot of them to provide a significant benefit. Just eating around six of these tasty morsels will provide the recommended daily dose of zinc at 15mg. If you want to spice it up a little, add a dash of hot sauce.


Dark Chocolate – The Hidden Aphrodisiac

Dark Chocolate With Mint Known As Natural Aphrodisiac And Considered To Be Better Than Sex

 

Dark chocolate is also hailed as an aphrodisiac that is often linked to sex and sexual activity.

Dark chocolate can release a chemical compound called phenylethylamine which aids in the releasing of the same endorphins released during sexual activity, just without the orgasm of course.

Research by British scientists also reports that the consumption of chocolate can result in a longer and more intense feeling in the brain than what kissing provides.

This study saw the analysis of people eating chocolate and engaging in kissing as scientists studied their heart rates.

The brains of people kissing showed a lesser period of stimulation than when chocolate was melting on their tongue.

If you’re worried about weight loss – then eating a small 2 inch square of chocolate won’t mess your diet up.



Learn how to Pole Dance…


Pole Dance:

  • A training exercise that breaks taboos, promotes physical activity and very successful increases sensuality and eroticism. It could be a very good technique for seducing your followers on your online time.
  • If I could pole dance I would!!!!

The pole dance began as a “forbidden” dance but today it has become an excellent activity to keep fit.

When listening to the words pole dance, it is common to observe some reactions of shame, offense, and even disrespect.

Many people associate it with night bars, exotic dancers and strippers. But sometimes you have to look “out of the box”, break taboos and discover the great training hidden the vertical pole.

The pole dance or fitness pole is a physical activity that has expanded throughout the world and is now considered as a complete sport, that every day gets more fans.

This sports discipline involves aerobic and anaerobic gymnastics, dance and body expression. It is a sensual, different and fun way to train, it also helps to increase your self-esteem … but how?,

  •  feeling sexy and fit makes any woman happy.

Women who practice pole dancing feel sexier and safer with their body.

Every day there are more schools dedicated to teaching this technique to women of all ages. The ideas that “pole dancing” is just for exotic nightclub dancers are gone.

Contrary to what people usually think, it doesn’t require women to be great athletes or have a specific physical complexion, in fact, in most classes, there are no spectacular bodies.

The practice of the so-called “pole fitness” is a combination of dance, yoga, pilates and stretching movements around a metal pole.

This training is not free of injuries, so it is important to have the professional proper advice, because some exercises may require legs and arms strength suspension and there is a risk for falls.

Generally, beginners will suffer a few blows in the legs and bruises, but as you get stronger and dominate the movements these injuries will be less frequent.

Breaking taboos, playing sports

Currently, pole dance is recognized in several countries as a competitive sport, countries like Uruguay, Argentina, Mexico, Brazil, and Peru, have already adopted it as a sports practice and international tournaments are held.

The pole dance began to be seen as a sport in Europe (Amsterdam), where the first World Pole Dance Federation (WPDF) was born in 2003, and since then it has been deployed and growing all over the world as the Official Federation of vertical pole dance.

The WPDF has delegations in many countries and not only organizes the National, European and World championships but also goes beyond promoting the art of vertical pole dancing, consolidating as a practiced and respected sport.

The growth of this practice as a sport has been enormous in recent years, even the International Pole Dance Federation has already managed to be incorporated as an Olympic sport.

In addition to being cataloged in many places as a sport, it has also been considered as a scenic art.

An example of pole dance as art performance can be seen concretely in Cirque du Soleil.

In this circus, acrobats dressed in multi-colored perform this practice that includes movements that involve a lot of strength and skill.

Pole Dance Benefits

The pole dance is a very complete workout, as dancing is sexy, as exercise is great for toning muscles and fitness. “Their benefits are many, but it requires dexterity and physical strength”, said Alejandra Ojeda.

Although when exercises are not simple, you can see progress after each class, even from the first day. So the more time you devote to practice, the bigger the reward will be.

The choreographies are full of fast and agile movements, resulting in molded and stylized legs and arms. It also incorporates gymnastics elements and acrobatics, along with classical ballet delicacy and modern dance movements. They include twists, ascents, slips, static figures, even in an inverted position that give the body greater strength and stamina by stretching glutes, abs, and adductors.

Health Benefits

– It improves your figure in general since it is an exercise that makes body muscles works all together.

– It improves skin health.

– Promotes toxins elimination.

– Increases cardiac, pulmonary and circulation capacity.

– Increases energy.

– Prevent water retention.

– It improves blood circulation, avoiding the varicose and spider veins.

– It helps to lose weight thanks to the stimulation of the metabolism.

– It promotes the necessary oxygen consumption for efficient nutrients assimilation.

– Burns fat.

– Stimulates the production of endorphins, which helps to relieve stress, fatigue, anxiety, and depression.

– Promotes the production of serotonin, a hormone related to relaxation.

– Prevents decalcification thanks to movement using gravity.

Mental Health Benefits

– Improves concentration.

– Increases self-esteem.

– It increases the good spirit.

– Improves sensuality.

– Increases femininity.

– Aids to concentration.

– Improves sleep.

– It increases passion and sexual desire.

– Reduces stress levels.

The pole dance is the perfect combination because as a female sport, it integrates the benefits of feminine sensual dance, fitness and gymnastics sports since the person using its own weight to practice it.

Leather and PVC is Sexy & looks HOT!


Wearing leather is one of the oldest textures in the world.

Since first discovered, it has been used to warm the wearer, either for clothing or footwear;

  •  it also became a garment that cannot be missing in anyone’s wardrobe.

Although we do not agree with animal hunting, we can say that there are leather imitations perfectly similar to the original and that you can use as a second option and they won’t look cheap on you.

The above is not leather wear it is a PVC type of material that stretches and breathes, bit like the Noir Handmade type of costume that you can purchase online I will provide the link for you.

https://www.lingerieamour.com

In your case,  you have a very wide list of situations where wearing a dress or a leather skirt will make you the sexiest woman. And if you still do not know how to wear it, in this article we will give you several tips.

According to the occasion:

  • In a cocktail: the tubular tight skirts to the waist will mark the wasp waist that you want so much.
  • If it’s at daytime, this skirt can be combined with a simple blouse inside and high sandals or high needle-heels and neutral lipstick color;
  • but if it is at night, a black tulle blouse plus red or burgundy lipstick with very high heels will make you stand out.

  •  being a woman requires you to be edgy and impeccable in every detail and because in this career your image is everything, leather pants would come to you in luxury.

 

  • With this option, you are molding your figure completely and you can use them with different textures, from linen, silk, cotton to tulle shirts. And because you’re covering your legs you must show a very sensual and elegance cleavage.

I personally like the below style as it never dates and looks hot as hell!!!

  • For a party: at this time the dress will guarantee that you will be the all photos main character. Although it is a “double-edged sword”, you must know the exact model to fit your body, try a couple and choose the one that best suits you.

The leather in large pieces saturates your image and you may look cheap, but if you choose fine stripes you will get a more stylized silhouette.

In this aspect, we emphasize that you consider which model is the right one according to your body type

  • If you are looking for turn-on clothes, a set of leather underwear or a babydoll with transparencies and leather stripes in is the most in and sensual you can offer your followers.

Knowing these tips are ready to enclose you with sensuality and elegance. 

TIPS 10 highly aphrodisiac ingredients to add to your diet


This is for women or men that wish to boost their sexual appetites and perhaps make it longer and more fulfilling so to speak!!

There’s a large range of aphrodisiac foods in the world and one of the benefits is that you will never get bored mixing them according to your preferences and needs.

In everything, we do it’s important that your daily routine, either care or preparation, includes foods that help you boost your libido.

Women are always exposed to hormonal changes, so this way you anticipate any circumstance that may play against you or affect you in your daily routine.

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That’s why in this article you’ll know about 10 ingredients that you should include in your daily meals:

  1. Bluefish: this is a vitamin E rich protein, known as the sex vitamin. This fish nutrients act as an antioxidant, decreases fatigue and boost your sex drive. So, for girls, it’s recommended to consume this protein twice a week.
  2. Strawberries: perfect ally to whiten your teeth, strawberries also have properties that stimulate blood circulation. You can even mix it with whatever and it will always be yummy.
  3. Honey: known for its peculiar harvest, its sweet flavor is attractive makes it one of the natural aphrodisiacs with faster effects in its contribution to your body.
  4. The avocado: this tropical fruit is wanted because of its wide list of benefits. Avocado contains vitamins D and E, which makes it a highly aphrodisiac substance. On the other hand, it is great for skin care because it contains natural fats that nurture our body. Ideal for models.
  5. Almonds: Highly used, these very high fibers seeds will improve your digestive system and stimulate sexual desire. Nutrition experts recommend eating once a day the number of seeds that fit in a hand with a closed fist.
  6. That will be the daily portion of almonds you need.
  7. Oysters: high in minerals that are ideal to stimulate the estrogen and testosterone production. Also, they contain high levels of zinc that help lift up any lazy body.

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  1. Chocolate: chocolate generates a feeling of well-being in our body, so innately causes pleasure and excitement.
  2. Cinnamon: one of the best-known spices in the world for its aphrodisiac properties. Gurus attribute the cinnamon popularity to its imposing scent.
  3. Ginger: it is a root with a very strong flavor and almost no odor. But when ingested, it contributes to energy recover from fatigue.
  4. Licorice: from the moment a woman consumes it, the body improves the estrogen production and boosts your sex drive

 

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With these ingredients in the fridge, you are ready to play with flavors and libidos in your sex lives.

Why do women want a male gigolo?


Okay, now this isn’t by me so it actually might make a lot of sense so enjoy this Candii 🙂

A recent survey conducted by Professor John Scott, Adjunct Professor Victor Minichiello from QUT’s Crime and Justice Research Centre and researchers from The Kirby Institute at the University of New South Wales show that women in the US en the United Kingdom are lucky if they want a gigolo.

More than 50 percent of the registered male escorts cater to both women and couples.

The survey also shows that Uganda and Argentina are the only other countries that have more male escorts seeking females and couples than solely male clients.

The figures from Australia, for instance, are quite the opposite: most of the clientele of the male escorts are a man.

Only 25 percent of the (516) male gigolos are servicing women.

The study found a total of 324,852 profiles of male escorts online but after eliminating duplications (many male sex workers list on multiple sites) there were 105,009 male escorts.

The complete survey is contained in the blog About Male Escorts. To check for the validity and emerging trends over time, a similar survey will be conducted annually.

Some conclusions

  • The assumption worldwide is that the primary market for male escorts are men.
  • There is a significant increase of women who pay for sexual services.
  • More than 57 percent of identified websites catered to male customers only.
  • 11 percent of the gigolo’s target on female clients.
  • Also, 11 percent are for couples, most of the opposite sex.
  • Women who buy sex are usually in their 30s and 40s and professionals who say they are too busy for relationships.
  • For the most choice: go to Mexico, Brazil, the UK, and the US.
  • No male gigolos for women appear to be found in Costa Rica, Finland, Israel, Panama, and Taiwan.

Most gigolo choice for women:

1 Mexico
2 Brazil
3 United States
4 United Kingdom
5 Spain
6 Germany
7 Japan
8 Belgium
9 the Netherlands
10 France
11 Australia
12 United Arab Emirates
13 Russia
14 India
15 Canada
16 Denmark
17 Austria
18 China
19 Finland
20 South Korea

Why do women to pay for sex?

According to the researchers, most of the women are professionals in their 30s and 40s who claim to be too busy for relationships and want to focus more on their work.

There are women who pay for sex, even though they have a relationship.

Their reason is that there are no strings attached and that they don’t have to think about pleasing a man, but instead simply enjoy being pleased.

  • Most women state that they want more than intercourse.
  • They want to be seen, be noticed.
  • Get attention.

Before sleeping with the gigolo, they want to connect, go for a drink or a meal. Both married and single women feel the same about that.

Most of the time it’s not about hard-core sex, but it’s about attention and feeling wanted. And the fact that most gigolos are ‘skilled’ in bed ensures them of good sex with no complications.

In an interview with gigolo’s on news.com a male sex worker states that most of his clients fit into three categories:

1.    Convenience. Either she doesn’t have the time to seek a relationship or are involved in an unfulfilling one.

2.    They want to try out a fantasy without complications.

3.    It’s simply on a bucket list: having sex with a gigolo.

“There’s a common misconception that there must be something wrong with clients, that they’re not able to go on a date or sleep with someone outside of seeing a sex worker.

In my experience, that’s never the case.

A lot of the time it comes down to wanting a certain sexual experience in a safe environment where it’s all about the “client’s desires.”

It’s a rewarding job to have, so the survey concludes:

  • the average price worldwide seems to be $200 per hour.

If the man stays for the weekend he can make as much as thousands of dollars.

https://phys.org/news/2015-10-debates-sex-industry-based-sexist.html#nRlv

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A Good Woman’s Dirty Mind


Men, Do Your Part to Help Women Remove Their Sexual Roadblocks – Please!!!

Sometimes us ladies just want you beautiful handsome bully boys to grab our mind and toss us on the bed and say No roadblocks today I am present and here to stay 🙂

I forget the roadblocks a lot of women have in sexually expressing themselves with their partner whether he’s a spouse of decades or a guy who’s new in her life.

That sometimes it can be difficult for us to say oh for Fing sakes just start already.. if you’re married to a sexed-up niff.. or at least loves that kind of goings on.. then perhaps give her heads up that if she does not get her head together within 5 minutes or so..heheh that her mind was his…or there’s whichever. 

Let me tell you something she will or I actually would say oh shit….. and its dropped..lol

So here are some Roadblocks that we seem to get from time to time..

Being considered slutty or promiscuous

– Being resented or rejected for bringing on performance anxiety

– Fear of scaring a man

– Fear of hearing how a man will feel insulted if she thinks he doesn’t think he knows what he’s doing (even when he doesn’t)

– Having a man have second thoughts about her because “she knows too much”

– Fear of making a man feel that he’s being disempowered or emasculated

– Because talking about sex is awkward

Lots of men talk a good game about wanting a woman who’s a lady on the street  and a whore between the sheets, but in the past, I’ve fallen into every one of those situations that I listed above.

I simply don’t get that these fears and realities are deeply rooted in double standards. Men and women are both sexual creatures. Why shouldn’t a woman enjoy sex as much as a man, and why wouldn’t a man want a woman who’s a sexual equal to him? After all, great sex requires two people or three this all depends on the wiring of some…

Isn’t it time that men allowed women to allow themselves to sexually express themselves and communicate without being judged? Are those thoughts, actions and behaviors worth shortchanging and sabotaging your sex life … and her sex life?

All too often, men stray from their relationships because they’re not getting the sex they want at home. When it comes down to that, who’s really at fault?

It’s not just men who create these sexual roadblocks. By the time a lot of women reach the age of being sexually active, they’re had so much conditioning about what it means to be a desirable woman … Be pretty, be feminine, look sexy, but by all means, don’t act sexy. And heaven forbid, no respectful woman should ever like the kinky stuff, let alone think or talk about it.920x920.jpg

In a lot of cases, those do’s and don’ts are reinforced by her female friends, family and the media well into a woman’s adult years.

When I put all those things in that perspective, I’m sure a lot of men will think, “That’s a lot of shit for me to take on. I don’t think I want to be pressured or bothered to change my behavior, my way of thinking, and take on the task of helping her unload all that baggage.”

I’m not saying that all that effort can be done all at one time. It may take baby steps and years, but things have to change for everyone’s benefit.

I think those women that just love making out under the stars, boots of cars, parks at night, and dont forget beach front throw the stone into the ocean decked out mansions that have pools and good quality sheets to fuck in with whom she wishs to do this..

AMEN lol

 

So, do men really love dating older Women?


Hey, Candii here,
So the question of today do men really love dating older women??
Madonna, on my title picture, seems to think so??
Do you?

Advice from three of our guy friends.

This week a straight woman asks, “What do men, in general, think about dating older women, or cougars?”

Straight Married Guy (Jim):

  • The cougar seems like a largely positive stereotype and I’m all for it.
  • However, the importance of not dressing like you just chalked your first ID cannot be overstated.
  • That makes me sad.

Straight Single Guy (Tyler Barnett):

  • The cougar is a bit of an anomaly to me. On the one hand, cougars have experience, confidence, and generally pleasing physical attributes, all of which are very attractive characteristics.
  • On the flip side, they can be difficult to please and tend to try too hard. Personally, I find confidence attractive, but a truly attractive woman doesn’t have to try so hard to be sexy.
  • So cougars aren’t generally my thing.
  • But every now and again I’ll run into that mature woman who looks me in the eyes like she’s ready to pounce…and I hope she does.
  • I think the trick to the sexy cougar is subtlety.
  • If you can pull off a look 20 years below your age without appearing like it took you 20 years in the mirror to accomplish, you have mastered cougar perfection. Grrr baby, very grrr.

Gay Single Guy (Jay Dyckman):

“I am Cougar, hear me roar,
In years too big to ignore…”

If it isn’t already, this should be the anthem for the beloved cougar.

Prowl on, ladies! Honestly, what’s the big deal?

  1. OK, so maybe it is a sexual desire fueled largely out of a denial that one is rapidly aging off this mortal coil.
  2. We’re all headed there anyway, aren’t we?
  3. Why not grab a little nubile ass on the way out?
  4. The fact that, all these years later, we are still referring to older women as cougars, tells us that

(1) we’re very attached to weird monikers for sexually-active women (see MILF);

and

(2) this country still has a problem with casual sex as it relates to women.

 

 

Happily Ever After???


  1. If married, had you slept with any of your wedding guests, not including the person you married? How many of the guests had you slept with?
  2. Weddings again–Ever gone to a wedding and hooked up with another guest?
  3. Do you get along with your partner’s family? Why or why not?
  4. Who in your romantic relationship is usually the first to apologize after a fight?
  5. When was the last time you dreamed about your partner? What it a good dream or a nightmare?

Bonus: Do you think that fate or destiny play a role in love?

Answers are below:

  1. If married, had you slept with any of your wedding guests, not including the person you married? How many of the guests had you slept with?
  • None!
  1. Weddings again–Ever gone to a wedding and hooked up with another guest?
  • Nope!
  1. Do you get along with your partner’s family? Why or why not?
  • I adore my husbands family they are lovely 
  1. Who in your romantic relationship is usually the first to apologize after a fight?
  • I am, however, there are times my husband says he is sorry before I do so I would so both of us really
  1. When was the last time you dreamed about your partner? What it a good dream or a nightmare?
  • LOL, funny question, last night we had a fight and my dreams of us are private 🙂

Bonus: Do you think that fate or destiny play a role in love?

  • Absolutely I do, I believe in “Everything happens for a reason”

Turkish-Style Eggs Recipe


Hi, Candii here,

So, here is another beautiful dish that I know is easy to make and of course lovely to eat delish let me tell you, people…

Food I adore food I have to watch myself with it though because it can and will add kilo’s on me but, yummo, here is another easy dish through it all together and this is the outcome of a dish set for a King and of course Queen… enjoy x

 

INGREDIENTS

METHOD

  • 1 tbsp olive oil
  • 1 onion, peeled & chopped
  • 1 tomato, peeled & roughly chopped
  • Freshly ground salt & pepper
  • 2 eggs
  • Fresh parsley, to garnish

Method

  1. Heat 16cm frypan over medium heat.
  2. Add olive oil and onion and fry until soft.
  3. Add tomato, season with salt and pepper and fry until just soft.
  4. Make 2 small wells in tomato, crack in eggs, season, cover and cook for 2 mins or until eggs are cooked to your liking.
  5. Garnish with parsley and serve.
  6. Tip: Swap parsley for any fresh herb that takes your fancy and adds some finely chopped red capsicum or smoked salmon if you want to switch it up.

Herb and Goat’s Cheese Omelette Recipe


Hello, Candii here,

Well, it is time to change my frame and show you what good eating is all about – like they say a good mind is a healthy body… so let’s start with Breakfast.

Food is something that I know my husband and I love to cook we in fact nearly got into MKR, but, we decided not too due to reasons that one day I will tell you all. (My Kitchen Rules)

So, enjoy this is the most important part of the day which is of course breakfast…

 

Ingredients are below:

  • 2 eggs
  • 2 tbsp almond milk
  • 40g goat cheese, crumbled
  • ¼ cup fresh herbs such as flat-leaf parsley & thyme
  • Pinch sea salt
  • 1 tbsp olive oil
  • 1 piece gluten-free toast
  • 1 tsp butter (optional)

 

Method:

  1. Add eggs, almond milk, goat cheese, fresh herbs and sea salt to bowl and beat until combined.
  2. Heat olive oil in a frypan over medium heat and pour in egg mixture.
  3. Allow to cook for 20 secs, then, using a spatula, scrape egg mixture from side of pan to centre and let runny egg mixture run into that space.
  4. Continue process around pan; cooked egg will bunch in a centre with layers of air in between.
  5. After you’ve done this for 1 min, most of the egg will be cooked.
  6. Flip egg mixture in half so you have a rustic-sized omelette.
  7. Remove from heat and serve straight away with toast and butter.

My PTSD Episode that Exploded today… I would like to share this with you…


Today was my toughest day I have had in a very long time and it is a very harsh reality when you recognize that you have a problem with your Mind like I do.

I have made a decision based on a lot of reasons which to be perfectly honest I don’t have enough energy to type why I made this decision however, I have decided to seek professional help for my PTSD and with luck I may be able to do other things than medicine to help ease the pain that comes up in rages now.

The rages are based on my belief of being hurt and abandoned I realize this came from my past and I have dealt with the understanding of how…I got this illness if you like to call it that.  I had to re-invent myself many times to remove severe trauma that I suffered from those many years ago  my marriage is definitely not in good shape and that really hurts my soul that it has come to this moment for me to realize that there could be a possibility that our marriage may not survive any further blasts that seem to start from me because “something triggered it” in a silly conversation.10606288_10152609163248863_6048585255215557283_n.jpg

However, this isn’t about a sentence of what we talk about it is more of how this affected me those years ago I had thought I would have dealt better these days but, this weekend it was taken to a place that hindered both of us and my husband is feeling the stress himself and I do believe he did today.

My mind seems to go into flight mode where I believe for some reason when I started this journey to fix areas of my past something terribly went wrong and it brought up years of pain and agony that I had forgotten about and I remember how much effort it took me to make sure that pain would never arise again.

You see some of us are very strong people but, as a child I was not a strong and dominant girl I was very submissive natured where I only wanted to smile, laugh and please my parents but, as my mother was so invested in my brothers disability she seemed to be angry, hostile, she had huge fights with my dad because he was never present to help her and she felt abandoned herself.

Our relationship seemed to always be volatile, I was always in the bad books never in her good books and always got into trouble so this normally was fine but, I also had a severe complex problem with never being good enough and feeling that I had to beg for my love and that has been forever in a day… Even though as an adult now it doesn’t bother me it didn’t help going back and re-visiting that area because for some reason those heavy, loaded weights came back with me this time and so did some memories that I had forgotten.

I wish in a way I didn’t visit my past because it has brought so many areas of insecurity, hostility, hurt beyond belief, betrayal, a denial of being good enough to love and many other areas that at times comes back like lightning and even though I can feel myself changing I cannot stop it as yet.

What does that mean, stop it?

I am not aware that it comes over me what occurred last night my present state is very aware of my surroundings and that is a really weird feeling it means I can read body language so damn well, that I can see how and why people react to others the way they do.

Sounds weird right? well, to be perfectly well, it is weird and odd and many other emotions I cannot even explain.  Call it what you like it isn’t a bad thing, however, it comes with other areas of my personality also emerges.

I end up saying what I am thinking, I said, to my husband, wow, never saw that before but, your very magnetic when you enter a room I had thought it was a compliment because I meant no harm by saying it.

But,  my husband did not agree and he was a little confusing to understand for me which made me freak out that I had done something wrong again and what this seemed to do to me was it made me become annoyed, uncomfortable, definitely wanted to leave and go home.

The more he spoke about this comment the more I seemed to get annoyed about how he interpreted it and I found myse4f saying to him, I didn’t mean it that way… the more I had to explain this the more it seemed to bring out something other than an annoyed wife.

It was like he was doing it to me on purpose, like he got off on me being upset, in fear, it felt like thqt he was doing this to me on purpose just so he can take my power away from me and that made me feel like he hated me and wanted to punish me..

The best way I can explain this it is like having a cruel person who seemed to enjoy my pain and the more it was increased the more angry and hostile I would get or I would do the polla opposite of this and that was to get upset and then I would cry and I can get to the point of wanting to leave and I pack and his anger becuase he is not coping with my shift in personality he also gets annoyed and pissed off … who wouldnt!

Today was the day of all days… dont think I dont eventually see it which then makes me aware and then if all goes well it will come down sometimes slowly however, if my husband is over me and is pissed off with getting to this stage we are both going hammer and tongs and both cannot calm down.

So, as you can see this can and has been quite an adventure of swings and roundabouts but, it isnt a fun exercise it wears you out you have regret and a total hangover of hurt lingering over your relationship like a heavy ton of weight landed on your head.

It makes me very sad and then that place isnt a good place.. to be as I tend to think that he is better off without the drama of me being this wet blanket of shit and misery which in fact isnt me.

Sigh, WTF, seems so unfair and has dented alot our relationship to be honest and it kills me seeing him like this because I find myself very selfish and misunderstood and totally embarrised and demoralised because when he says, I hurt him well, he is right by saying it…

Because I did.. and that isnt a very proud moment in my life because I do adore him and love him sometimes I wish I wasnt his wife because I feel so guilty these days and very confused about my own thoughts, feelings and actions towards him.  It isnt his fault and it isnt my fault it is just a place my mind goes and with time, patienc and hopefully  him sticking around to see me happier will hopefully sooner than later.

I have a problem it is PTSD, and it comes from areas of my past that hurt me, took parts of my inner self away of choice and made me feel worthless and disposable to say the least.

ALthough, when I was young I had no voice this time as an adult I do and I express it loudly, aggresively and with hostility even I take a glimpse of it and wonder who that was..

Anyway, I am sharing this with you because I know someone one day will understand what they are going through is real and to not feel alone because you do with this illness, mind manic behavior.

Time will heal me I know it will, so each day I am taking it and I will get healthier because I need to stop treating myself like I hate myself by abusing and killing myself by this mind state and of course other areas of my life that will require indeed alot of patience and strength which i know I can achieve this.

Thank you for reading and I hope your day was better than mine..41747442_1919368788369101_9051061277520196259_n.jpg

Franny xxx

PTSD… How does one STOP IT!


As with most mental illnesses, no cure exists for PTSD, but the symptoms can be effectively managed to restore the affected individual to normal functioning. The best hope for treating PTSD is a combination of medication and therapy.

I have PTSD, and I hate it for what it does to me and how it makes me feel and what I say to my husband, I am trying so damn hard to STOP IT!!!!

And, I don’t know how to STOP IT!!!!

My emotions get so tired of trying to explain my beliefs and how I feel about things and all it does to me at the end of the day it makes me WORSE!!!

I get it, I hate it, I wish it would go away and I am so damn scared of ME that even my mind makes me feel that I am not worthy of being loved..

I just don’t know what I can do …

I am so sorry Courtney, you need a better person to love you and I am not worth it !!!

I just bring out the worst in others and I am sorry for saying what I say…

I am sorry

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