I wish it knew…

Angry why so Angry??

Solo again, I gave you time 

Nothing it does will ever make it mine..

So angry, hostile, abusive, unhappy nothing it does will make it happy.

Why do you hate me!!!
It will never occur It now knows that no matter what happiness is it can never be because it said, NO!
It’s like it wants me too go!!!

I try and try !!!

You hate me so….yelling  … and screaming, pushing and shoving… why is it so?

So much anger .. I wish it would stop
I had no idea that is how it fears me….

What did I do??

What should I do?

How is it that I missed it?

I never knew…
STOP HATING ME!!!

AND TELL ME WHY U ARE SO ANGRY??

Or

LET ME GO AND LIVE UR LIFE

BECAUSE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE!!!!

Its okay let me go!!!

If I am not what you want and you cannot be you then I need to go and find someone that loves me..

And then you can have it too with that one that wants you!!

Life is about living, loving and most of all laughing!!

Because I want someone that desires me, adores me, wants me !!!

Forever never… ever… why? What did I do?

I became alive and I thought you did too

 

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